16..16..16..16.. it's in 6 months.
sighx.
u dont call it desperate.
u call it inner voices frm the 15 within.
especially whn u are eager to grow up.
least in these teenage years..
and since in singapore, you're so deprived frm wadeva u ARE supposed to get,
the least u could get is the 'license' to a pool table..
but onlie in 6 months time..
and whn the 'o's are just round tht corner..
and u would just say maybe forget it.
it'll be in 2005?
grr~
how i envy my cousins..
there're in university in canada..
and i mostly doubt they're as deprived as i am.
oh and not only tht..
i dont get to celebrate my bday for tht jan-apr babies in our corps.
lucky ppl.
they've even got cakes.
tht was for the last dm for this yr?.
sighx.
neways. no use getting whiny bout it whn there's nth tht could be done..
todae.
as okay.
it was my chance to do the MOI..
*so not excited*
i mean they're strict..
and i do emphasize on tht.
cos they just come for u and u will not know where u'll land up in..
some unknown world of the dead and non instructors..
i'm just gettng all confused for tht -----tengah nombor ----------- squad satu, dua, tiga..
i am not a pro at tht.
and thank god they did not comment too badly on my teaching
although i noe it totally sucked.
sighx.
and the norm drills.
i know our footdrills bad..*cos he commented on it againn*
sighx.
but so grateful cos he actually complimented
thankiess.
=)
but still, i am so..tensed for the exam..
cos i have a high percentage to fail..
and fail with dying colours.
i mean.....
they already told us it is tough..
seeing we have 51 pages of notes and 20 commands to memorise
and also my topic to teach is the i did very badly kekenang lurus.
sighx.
it's the hardest of all..
if u're in alpha u'll totally understand why.
and you're supposed to teach the 3 diff. sides..
and all tht.
sighx.
there isnt even dm to let me practise.
sighx..
i so hope i'll pass..
*trying to build up confidence*
sighx.
oral's nxt tues.
so hope i'll be able to do well.
i dont want to flunk something like orall!!!.
and it's the HOD of eng taking us..- mrs helen lee.
i heard she's not very scary..
thank god.
but for 4/2..
it's miss ong.
and frm my experience of being a sectional leader and her being the 2nd teacher in charge of choir,
i can safely tell u tht:
she's temperamental.. and a lil insulting.
so becareful of wadeva she pops out at u.
todae.. there's tht nkf show..
and i think cos i called for tht show last week*goshh*.. i received an sms for todae's show..and named zoe tay..
hmm.
=P/
-we can.. do the impossible,
we have.. the power in our hands,
and we wont stop,
cos we've got
to make a difference in this life,
with one voice, one heart, two hands,
we can.-
-leann rimes, we can
to kor, wadevaa!!!- i mean it.. loansharks going to get interest and i need tht ride.. urgent.
to iffa- chill. i do mean what i say.. the counselling part.. dont get offended though.
-lw.
