sometimes, u help.. and people think u're this stupid hypocrite when u have friends at both sides.. wad would u do?
when u tell that person the whole prob it seems like u're taking sides then she'll ''idioticly'' say that 'wow'.. u change so fast.. forget it lah.. LOOK WHO'S THE DAMN PATHETIC ONE HERE.
if that's what u think, i can only tell u that u r better off without any help..
cos it's already in ur brain that everyone's out to get u.
and what u're doing now can only make me call u a real pathetic b***h.
i think that some self-reflection would do u good.
♥ 10:15 PM
todae was quite a hot day..
technically and in the 'hot'way
cos of the many probs that happened in school.
çatfights'?
perhaps.
however.... some are solved.. some are left unsolved.
which means that there are still disputes here and there.
and it's a bad thing
BAD BAD thing.
heard something great's going to happen on mon.. tues..
so it'll be bad.
v.bad.
neways. loads of hw.
not gonna relax that much.
as much.
got the nkf goodies todae.
tried the radio.. it was ok.
the vcd is..
...
handed in the sjab card.
quite pathetic.
but ive got no choice.
sighx.
thank god tht show on tv had a good ending.
the little boy's brave.. talented.
he just had to go on with life.
and yes he did.
which is such a beautiful thing.
yes, with all the suffering he had with that illness.
but still.. life after death is something beautiful.
it makes people think more about life.
how they can make life more fulfiling.
and not just waste time just like that.
live some life of a goner.
*i'm sorry i cant be.. perfect*
life is a dream.
piggiesflie.
♥ 10:59 PM
olympics
OfficialNocName: Singapore National Olympic Council
FoundingDate: 1947
DateIOCRecognition: 1948
salute to..:li jia wei. good for ya. you have really done well.. but it seems like history repeating itself.. like what happened in the 2000 sydney olympics. but do well in the 2008 beijing olympics=)
salute to..: ronald susilo.. do well too.you have done us proud.
salute to..: joscelin yeo. nice effort done.=)
*i sound so.....*
neways, that had been the craze and i guess it's gonna last till it ends.
but it was greatt.
todae was the norm.
had amaths test which sucked big time.
and as usual my results were pathetic.
amaths...grr~
emaths was ok lah.
though it was quite a disappointment too.
sighx.
got a new haircut..
not much diff. but it's shorterr.
so i wont have to worry if it's going to strangle me at nite.
i cant wait for everything bad in sec 4 to end..
*the elephants appeared and disappeared*
---enevstars.smilex---
♥ 10:24 PM
todae was oral..
it was not that hard i must say..
the normal stuff of reading..*i stumbled a few times...ARGHH!!*
the pic..okay i guess.. 'least i did talk quite a lot..
the conversation... wad's the deal with marriage.. but it was quite smooth cos i think they were smiling and nodding..*err*
neways.. did 2 maths tests todae..
tried to scan a few pics but they seem too huge to upload..
wrote another song.."Light"...
helped fel do up her bloggie..which she decided *home is the place where the hugs are<- this is going to be her fav sentence...*
smilex.
*pray hard that exams are going to be okay..*
♥ 9:08 PM
think mystic. think goblins. think ghosts. think about these psychic stuff.
i went to watch the spook show by our church todae. it was cool. yes.. the usual magic tricks but some parts were made more interesting with the emphasis of that topic. and yes it's true.. many ask why on earth is a church doing these stuff that christians are not supposed to believe in...like what pastor khong said.. it's to convey the msg. but the lighting was good and some parts it's like they're trying to create that atmosphere.....*and the lady who sat beside me seemed to really had a shock of her life*
i got the rank.. so now i'm sgt. really nice of the juniors to have that farewell party for us..*so sweet..* and todae was quite okay.. quite the norm. but at the same time more fulfillin'.
aunt kaishin and jigong coming back tml morn and going off to malaysia tml in the evening.. thn i'll not be seeing her in a few years.. wanna go to the airport to pick her frm her flight.. frm china..*yah..she's having a great time going around the world but not in 80 days*
neways. i'm happy bout things that are happening to me. and am glad that i settled one subjectt..
smilex=)
♥ 11:12 PM
todae.. not a bad day.
morn was okay.. wasnt late for sch. i and fel decided that using the ndp bag would be cool... but was heavy.. cos it's onlie a sling bag and our books weigh like a ton.
after sch went for tuition.. was good cos we managed to finish quite a lot and did a paper in much less than the time needed.
the photos are out.. i look gross!!
tml's there's rank presentation.. photo-taking*yahh againn*...
hope that tml'll turn out to be a good day..
we sorta thought of a name of the band...*evenstars* (...!)
wish me luck..i really need it...
♥ 9:57 PM
todae was a fairly happy day. got stuff that i was able to be happy about..=)..(ok tht was lame)... but somehow, i sorta knew that thing are getting better for me, and i'm knowing stuff that could mean a lot. todae, i was sick.. a little tired and i felt like puking..*luckily i'm not puking now, i mean, or else i wont be writing this!*
todae's a really significant day, new PM... new roles to the many other ministers in the cabinet.. which means that it is a new chapter to the history of singapore.. and that's a good thing i guess.
got the results for the 'o's and i quite satisfied with my chinese results.
really tired.. gotta slp early cos i have to go to sch tml!
nitex.
to wanlin: happy bday.
♥ 9:03 PM
people always say:"learn frm ur mistakes and u'll get better.. or just climb up frm where u've fallen"
it's not that i'm bummed about tht lil something. it's just that i guess i'll have to do that but feel remorseful at the same time.
todae was quite.. tiring. morning.. had to wake up early 'though it's a holiday cos of tuition. then went to TM.. we were like supposed to meet soph.. but she decided that she'll be late*grr* and we couldnt stand the wait so we met her at aloy's house todae. then learned quite a lot of stuff bout him... and his so called ' complicated ' household matters. then we had to go back to TM to get a certain somebody's prezzie and then back to fel's house where we were supposed to study but in the end R&R..... some wild goose chase that was. but in all.. it was not that bad but back to that word...TIRING.
somehow we had this crazy idea... becoming an acappella grp. so we'll be singing songs... composing songs.. that'll become our leisure activity during this strenuous period of studying for the ' o 's...
tml's back to school... hope that it'll be good.
smile.
♥ 9:15 PM
national day.
i was so not patriotic cos i wasnt in singapore.
yes, i was in malaysia.
sighx.
wad's more? i even saw a whole group of malaysians coming to singapore, i guess it's for the fireworks and stuff. the atmosphere.
sighx.
i had this really weird dream last nite..but i think i'll keep it to myselff.
neways gotta meet fel tml for tuition.. yes..i'm in that studying frenzy againn. good luck to me!-.-
to singapore:
thanx for being a great place to stay. although the economy is going crazy,or rather had been crazy, for these past few years. but i still wish all the best to ya. and that i feel the esplanade was one great idea... it's very essentiall=) and the library rawks=P. hope that u'll get better each day.=)
happy birthday Singapore
♥ 12:56 AM
people say that there are reasons to some things that are happening in your life, be it good or bad. i cant say i dont agree.. but sometimes, i would rather believe that it's just how life want it to be and not cos of something u did.
todae was quite boring. sighx..
homework.eat.piano.homework.eat.slp.piano.
i guess the highlight of the day was tht i went to the big field at marina south and we got to see the fireworks. and the verdict. they were great. i mean how can it not be. u dont get to see it everyday nor is it even allowed in singapore(still on tht firecrackers thingy) but it's realliee thoughtful of those national day pppl. a cool way to celebrate the nation's bday esp whn they are depriving us of the human rights even whn there's not enuff resources.
tml's national day. the nation's 39th bday. quite looking forward to it. at first i didnt think tht the previews were of much purpose but now i get what ppl mean tht they get the atmosphere more thn those at home. it seems to interest you more about how diff the parade's going to be on screen than on the preview itself. as usual thay would say, nth beats the real thing.
tml's a homework day. i am starting to get the goosebumps. only 2 mnths left to the o levels and 1 mnth left to the prelims. grrrr~~ it's scary.. yes it is. and all the adults emphasizing that this is the MOST important exam in your 10+ years of education. u flunk it u;re gone. so it's a u gotta win situation. i just dont understand why people think that it's auspicious to have your child born on the yr of the dragon. it only causes more pressure and probs to ur child cos she''s gotta fight with definitely more people than the other years. and even if she does well, there are many many others who do well too. sighx.
so glad tues is a holiday. i've been waiting for a holiday... to study and get myself away frm that tensed up situation. but do u see me in total pressure and studying 6 hours a day. NO. so i'm tht pathetic.
goals frm 8/8/04:
-study study study. get good grades.
-dont let anyone feel disapointed.
-just practise the piano everyday so tht whn u see mrs chan after ur ó's u wont make her upset cos i forgot all my notes.
-less play and more study
-slp well..
to the crew for the fireworks display todae: thanks for making this sunday a lil more speciall.=)
♥ 10:28 PM
tiredd. i'm just super glad my com's fixed... and i'm able to use it againn..
i even had to get my account back cos it's been reserved cos i hadnt been online for a longg time??.. sighx.. like there are so many 'mishaps' in my lifee.. anyway i've changed the skinn.. so.. it's a good thingg..
many things happened.. grams back frm nc... great uncle and aunt also also back frm toronto.. some sort of a big family reunion. and we all went to the preview for ndp togetherr.. quite a cool experience??.. newayss.. i found out about my other two áunts'that are about the same age as me.. one is clarissa.. she's 15.. and she is much like my agee.. and i also got to see my aunt i always knew was there for mee..(awwww).. shihui.. she hadnt realliee changed in characterr.. but she's prettier now..=).. just feel tht this augest wasnt tht dull..
my orals are nxt week... on the 17th.. there's definitely tht.. xams are coming feeling... and it isnt nicee.. not at all.. it sorta freaks me out sometimess.. and so much has happenedd... and also the last so called''performance'' for choir is overr.. sighxx..
i think everyone's in tht out to kill for the ó's mood... and i think i had better be in tht mood too be4 i get killed in the hall of bgss.
so glad there are holis for the two most tiring days of the week.... but i've gotta make suree.. i am studying for those two dayss......
*still so glad i got back my comm=)*
*whenn pigs flieee*
=)
♥ 12:37 AM
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