sometimes it's hard to convey a message..
even if you are able to it doesnt mean that that person would understand.

yesterday's jap was fast.
too fast
anyways it's always like this.
i'll always feel so tired on wed itself just before my jap lessons
but after the jap lecture i'll feel 'soooooo' energetic..
weird
maybe it's a sense of achievement..
maybe it's an ordeal i managed to survive..
ok, too exaggerating.
but well,
it does make me feel this way.
i thought that i'll die having to be alone when my jap listening test batch is at 6.30pm.. while the others are at 6pm..
but i managed to get company..
haha
lizzie!!!! and also my jap tut ppl.. and pei nee's friend..
=)
so i'm not that lonely after all.
haha
but for the test.. i'll not put too much expectations on it.

























bloggie
mazda3*=)

♥ 8:18 AM

My Exam Timetable's out...
gosh///

Energy Audit EBM3001
25 Aug 2006
14:30 - 16:30
EN21-04-91/92

Project Management EBM2004
28 Aug 2006
09:30 - 11:30
EN22-05-131

Building Control Systems EBT2005
29 Aug 2006
14:30 - 16:30
EN10-05-17

Real Estate and Facility Management EBM2003
30 Aug 2006
19:00 - 21:00
Sports Hall

Total Building Performance EBD2001
31 Aug 2006
14:30 - 16:30
Sports Hall






at night? huh? serious?
weird.







mazda*=)

♥ 10:35 PM

i dont know if it's deja vu or it's a coincidence.
i saw quite anumber of familiar faces today.

also..
situation no.1
tennis+12pm=sunburn+tired
today was a disaster.
ended up playing for only half an hour.
and i couldnt stand it.
ended up listening to songs with da jie and seeing the guys suffer in the sun.
and went to see the badminton court people.
haha
the weather today was too good.
with not a single cloud in the sky.
wind only comes and goes as it pleases, however not visitng us tht much.
thus, we were left hot, sweating and sunburnt.
haha
lucky for me my condition isnt that bad.
just red patches here and there.
my forhead always gets red when i stand too long in the sun.
anyways we went to the cafe to chill before going back to class.
argh i feel i stink.


situation no.2
on the bus a girl was scolded.......again
it always seem to happen.
and the reason is: cos she didnt pay enough for the fare.
anyway, it was like this..
the bus was considered really full, until not all the people at the bus stop could board it.
(gotta thank tbp tut for being at the end of engine for once.)
thn her ez-link card didnt have money.
so she paid with coins.
however it wasnt enough.
and the lady bus driver shouted at her after quite long and everyone was waiting.
and keep scolding her saying that the whole bus was waiting for her.
and demanded her to pay.
thn a very kind guy gave her some coins and she was able to pay and ended the mess.
i'm seriously not that much of a busybody.. but there are still some things that i just feel it's human error and that girl is not entirely wrong.

point no.1: usually people wont know how much the fare is unless you drop coins everyday so it's reasonable she didnt know the exact fare.

point no.2: it's perfectly right for the bus driver to demand the fare.. bu she didnt it too harshly.

point no.3: why didnt the bus driver ask her for it when she dropped the coins? and had to wait till everyone was on the bus and waiting for her to close the door for around 5-10 mins. it was only then did she shout at her when everyone was ready to go.

point no.4: respect, kindness, talking softly, not shouting. where are these? is there really a need to shout? it's embarassing you know?

therefore, the girl isnt in the wrong. but the bus driver managed to push the blame to her by using the ultimate weapon: her voice.

for me, it wasnt cos i paid too little, but cos i paid too much.
haha weird.




once i reached home i bathed.
i couldnt stand it.
i felt so sticky.


feel so refreshed now.

there's tbp lab tml.
luckily school's frm 11am-1pm.
haha
or else i'll be too tired to concentrate.








mazda3*=) lovinit!

♥ 5:09 PM

in lab.
dying from project management
i suddenly feel that jap isnt that bad
it's the timings that are killing me.
i miss granny.
i miss primary school friends
i miss secondary school friends
i miss sjab people.
i'm feeling... sentimental.
haha

anyways on my way to school today i had this imagination.
due to the ambulance that was in front moving at a super slow speed..
i wonder..
when the ambulance is speeding cos it has to send the dying man to the hospital. the cars are oh-so-cooperative and moves aside. and vrooooommmmmmmmm the ambulance goes.
that's a lot of time saved.
that's a successful operation.
i wonderrrr.... do this actually happen.
well, i know it does in movies.

yet here i am,
reminiscing the route from my house to temasekpoly,
blogging
and definitely not focused on my pmngt project.
and wishing time would end faster.












mazda3*=)

♥ 8:52 AM

how am i feeling this 18 July?
tired.
sighs.
never felt energetic since the start of this sem/term.
i think the first six weeks drained all my energy.
the 2 weeks of term break didnt help either.
now's the 4th week of term 2.
tired.

yesterday gotta meet my grpmates for jap aftr school.
we sort of settled most of it but no sentosa anymore.
i had to finish up the dinner part.
and am so desperate that i have to ask dad if he could help ask his friend.
(daddy works in a jap company..)
and yes! my dad's a really good and nice and sweet man!
haha
anyway he did help
or else i'll be stressed out again tonight since we've gotta hand in the script tml for the jap roleplay.
thankies daddy!=)

anyways.. we met up with pei nee and all and had a G508 lunch.
haha
and we ate at Mc's.
all went nice and beautiful until we met a very interesting cashier.
the scenario was; we went up to order what we wanted..
lw,pn: 2 fillet-o-fish meals. one meal change the fries to twister fries the other as usual.
cashier: you cannot change to twister fries.
lw,pn: why?
cashier: cannot.
lw,pn: okay thn just keep i as the normal one.
cashier: so what you want for the drinks?
lw,pn: coke, the usual.
cashier: so you want 2 fillet-o-fish meals with coke and one change to twister fries.
lw,pn: no.. just 2 fillet-o-fish meals.
cashier: huh? so you dont want the twister fries.
lw,pn: yes.
* ps: you would think that we are having EVMS since i havent and never did show my student pass unless i seriously look like one. *
TADAA! we had 2 fillet-o-fish student meals for lunch.
i didnt get my twister fries.. sighss.

anyway i went home after that (i had that jap to finish). val and some others went to pool at parkway.


btw i was reading 8days again.
and decided..
since they've got their top 20 fave movie characters of the 21st century so far..
i shud try and make up my own list.
but mine's not restricted to movies.

anyways 8days was:
20. Team America, Team America: World Police (2004)
19. Richard B Riddick, Pitch Black (2000), The Chronicles of Riddick(2004)
18. Dewey Finn, The School of Rock (2003)
17. Elle Woods, Legally Blonde (2001), Legally Blonde 2:Reg,White & Blonde (2003)
16. Derek Zoolander, Zoolander (2001)
15. Shrek and Sulley, Shrek(2001), Shrek 2 (2004), Monsters, Inc. (2001)
14. Gabriel Van Helsing, Van Helsing (2004)
13. John Constantine, Constantine (2005)
12. The Girl, My Sassy Girl (2001)
11. Austin Powers, Austin Powers in Goldmember (2002)
10. Edna Mode, The Incredibles (2004)
9. Lara Croft's boobs. Lara Croft: Tomb Raider (2001), Lara Croft Tomb Raider: The Cradle of Life (2003)
8. Su Li-Zhen, In the Mood for Love (2000)
7. Danny Ocean, Ocean's Eleven (2001), Ocean's Twelve (2004)
6. Harry Potter, The Sorcerer's Stone (2001), The CHanber of Secrets (2002), The Prisoner of Azkaban (2004), The Goblet of Fire (2005)
5. Gollum aka Smeagol, The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring (2001). The Two Towers (2002). The Return of the King (2003)
4. CHan WIng Yan, Infernal Affairs (2002)
3. Dory, Finding Nemo (2003)
2. Captain Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Carribean: The Curse of the Black Pearl (2003), Dead Man's Chest (2006)
1. Wolverine. X-Men (2000), X2: X-Men United (2003), X-Men: The Last Stand (2006)


the thing is i dont believe there's nil personal feelings when they did tht list or perhaps to the little paragraphs of descriptions.


Liwern's List:
10. Elle Woods, Legally Blonde (2001), Legally Blonde 2:Reg,White & Blonde (2003)
I seriously feel that she's made somewhat a difference. why? cos she breaks the 'myth' that blondes are bimbos. and she's different.
9. Casey Carlye, Ice Princess (2005)
She makes figure-skating even cooler than before.
8. Fat Louie, The Princess Diaries (2001)
The only star after garfield to get attention without having to move. just eat and sleep.
7. The poor dog that was flushed down the toilet bowl and turned blue, Meet the Fockers (2004)
It's quite obvious.. It stays cute even though it's blue.
6. The charmed ones, Charmed (1998-2006)
The power of three's been the 8pm faves for a long time.
5. Jiang Zhishu, It Started with a kiss (2005)
Handsome, IQ200, 188cm, 1st in Tennis High School Championships. Enough said.
4. Daphne Reynolds, What a Girl Wants (2003)
She's too cool to be a Lady. But she's got a great dad.
3. Shin Chae-kyung, Goong (2006)
The most unlikely princess.
2. Sam Montgomery, A Cinderella Story (2004)
Sweet.
and tadaa!
1. Bridget Jones, Bridget Jones's Diary (2001), Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason (2004)
she's seriously very natural.

haha actually i would like to add one, cos she's really good..
Deloris Van Cartier/Sister Mary Clarence, Sister Act (1992), Sister Act 2: Back In the Habit (1993)
she rawks.


this means fave character.. not fave movie/show..
let's just put it this way.. if it's the list for the movie/show it'll be different.
this is all i could think of... it takes time.


tml's school starts at 8am.
hahas gotta buck up!





sweetdreams.

♥ 10:46 PM

just changed my skin.
i decided to get it back to the blogspot one was cos i didnt want to have to go through all tht trouble all over again.
but wells, i'm still doing the same thing over again after half a year.
been busy with jap.. arghh i'm not fantastic at jap and i've gotta write a script on it.

recent events' got me thinking..
what is life?
what is love?
what part does it play?
why is some things just complicated and other simple?
why can people act like nothing happened when something did?
why people live always with a mask?
why do they cover up their true self from others?
what is it's purpose?

i was just thinking that my parents being able to date for 10 yrs before talking about marriage something quite.. unbelievable, superb..
perhaps i'll just have to hope that i'll get something like tht, as in being able to last tht way.
but anyways, tht prob is not the main thing now.
my point is, how come some people can last in a relationship based on L-O-V-E and feel happy about it?

L-O-V-E is something very subjective.
L-O-V-E is something that is based on intuition and feelings.
L-O-V-E is something many hope for and dream of.
L-O-V-E is perhaps just what motivates people to live on.
L-O-V-E can make people change.
L-O-V-E can make people sacrifice.
L-O-V-E requires giving and taking.
L-O-V-E is all that non-scientifically.

L-O-V-E in the point of scentific rules is different.
L-O-V-E could even be a form of sociology.
L-O-V-E also runs around the lines of psychology.
L-O-V-E is something that happens with your hormones.
however, if we see things rationally,
L-O-V-E is something which is supposed to run out in 2-4 years (cos of your hormones).
L-O-V-E is based on practical reasons.
L-O-V-E can be build on money and looks (but tht is not real love)

i remember i once read tht love is actually something pure and simple, like everything in the world.
but people made it complicated.
they added scheming thoughts and selfish plans.
this 'polluted' the definition of L-O-V-E.





L-O-V-E means a lot.




so mean it when you make it happen.





lovinit. haha

♥ 10:01 PM

seems like my posts are coming in on a weekly basis.
have been so tired these days.
there's bcs project, pmngt project, jap project..
soon the rest would come.
mon reached home at 7+pm
tues reached home at 4+ pm
wed was mc day.. haha
thurs reached home at 4+pm.. with the 3 hr badminton session.
fri was 5+ pm..

TIRED

♥ 10:46 AM

i'm sorry. for being too harsh.
sorry for cutting off any unfinished sentences.

but i admit.. i'm really tired.
this semester's been crazy so far.
and it's getting crazier.
i just hope i'll get through it without any supps.
and me not feeling totally drained.

the week's been.. weird.
mon was the usual just that the project part for BCS is hard.
tues was alr not feeling myself during EAUD.. thn went with fel for the audition and stuff.
wed was the supposed most hectic day.. but it felt not too bad.. the last time i felt so was last sem when arts app was seriously feeling my fave.
thurs was tiring in the good sense. not the stressed out or not enough energy kinda tired. but the satisfaction of sweating it out.. cos we played 3 hrs of badminton at the sports hall.
fri was TBP day.we were seriously just slacking. cos we went down and ate pasta at breadboard and thn went to the free-access lab to search for stuff.
tht's when i went for my k-session with pei nee.
marine parade k-box havent changed much.
marine parade havent changed much either.
i sort of missed tht place.
i used to go there at least once every week..
espcially sundays cos of church.
weird.
we took bus15 frm tp to marine parade.. took about half and hour.. and tht was the second time i took tht route.
the bus was v.v.v.squeezy.
but luckily we got seats at the start of the journey or we'd be pancaked for tht half-hour.
and i thought i saw joshua, frm arts app last sem.
or was it?
i seriously loved arts app frm the bottom of my heart.
perhaps cos jap isnt as fun and 'close'..
i missed the days i had to rush to my arts app class at the IT block and climb 3 storeys and the last dash to class cos i was at pavilion or safra playing pool with my classmates.
i wonder when i'll see tht scene again..
why? why do the good things never last? or is it tht we're just unhappy with the bad ones so the good ones seem so valuable.
i miss year1!
anyways.. we sang the full 3 hours.

lovin' soler.
they're good.
their cantonese songs are really good too.
fantastic.

i've been slacking today..
watching tv.







missing the days before.
learning to love the future.

♥ 11:08 PM