miscommunication is disastrous.
there's a reason why i always prefer to use the phone to convey a message rather than using sms. although there are some things that when you use sms it'll make u feel better and lessen the awkwardness you'll get from it all, but there are still certain things best said on the phone. just when i m getting used to using the msn and sms to convey certain messages, i realised miscommunication still happens. so..... it's still back to square one. cos u'll never know what's happened to the one at the other end, whther or not tht person is triggered or something unpleasant might have happened, and what if these things could influence the emotions and then u'll start to see things in a pessimistic way, even when the person who sent you the message didnt mean something like that? that would cause problems and misunderstandings.

exams are coming.
am nervous and tired.
why am i always not in the mood to study?
i have to do something to make me feel like studying or else nothing would go into my brain if i force myself to.

went back to bedok green on fri.
met fel and yy there.
visited choir and sjab.
and saw chen lao shi.
met so many familiar faces in choir..
so sweet.. so happy.
rebecca was so cute!
sjab was getting a little unfamiliar..
cos some of the teachers are changed.
the cadets are different..
but at least managed to know who are in the board.
and well, i realised another reason to why they call anger a fire..
other than the fact that anger grows like that of fire and the way it is expressed is like a fire,
it is also as easily triggered as fire does.
all u need is a word or an action, you'll set it ablaze.
so be careful.

i miss the k-sessions..
i miss pool, i havent played it in the longest time. haha.. at least ever since pavilion closed.
i miss a lot of people....
hmmm. it's time for gatherings.





sugary-honey-caramel-chocolatey-doughnuty-life.

♥ 12:33 PM

you only live once, so cherish it.
today i watch the rerun of healing hands 3 on scv ch55.
cos it's about medical and stuff, there's bound to be those cases where.. err... yah people die.
but today's was even more forceful than the rest..
at least to me.
cos it was first abt this doc who's mother died ironically of heart attack when he was in fact a cardiologist.
thn a little baby died cos of bleeding and swelling of the brain.
sighs.
but nth's wrong with the plot, cos yes, it happens.
just tht i was eating my breakfast while seeing it..
and the thing is i'm not the kind that gets easily affected by those stuff.
but tht, was a little too much to take.

anyways, today wasnt very fruitful, which is not good.
cos i'll be having my exams soonnn.
and tht's not good.
one great thing is granny's here!
she's staying over at my house for the night cos she's got taiji tomorrow and she's gotta be there early.
this reminds me, i havent seen my cousins in a while..
i havent seen my friends frm sec sch for a while too.
sighs i missed having to see weichoo in tp..
and fel's having exams..
why is yr 2 so tedious.


next week's got jap roleplay..
sort of got my lines memorised.. not till the stage i can just say them out just like tht.
mon's my doomsday cos it's bcs.
sighs.


i'm starting tolike total building performance.
perhps i should've chosen design instead of facility management.
haha





i need a holiday!!!






smiles=)

♥ 10:06 PM

Happy Belated Birthday Singapore!
national day's highlights definitely includes the fireworks!
but this yr i think i miss the national stadium more.
cos... i dunno.. there's just a special feeling about that place.
'least i entered tht place twice for national days.
and that place is marvelous with tht historical tint to it.
but yes... it's nice.. and sad it's gotta go


national day webby... (has got a great microsite for the national stadium)
http://www.ndp.org.sg/



argh.. i'm going to miss the times ii'm able to see the fighter jets fly by...
miss the fireworks at a distance and the helicopters.. least i can see them when it's at the national stadium frm my house.

sighs.



anyways..
exams are coming.
i am not confident at all.
and i still havent started mugging..
it's still at the stage where i only look at my boks when i feel like..
and i seldom feel like it.
and i've been like 'chionging' the shows.
so.. hehhehheh.
i'd better not fail.


i miss korea.
it's almost been a yr since my trip there.
and seeing those korean shows showing those places i went.. i'll miss it more...
i miss the marilyn monroe teddy bear,
i miss the bibimbap,
i miss the taekwondo performance(haha the shuai ge),
i miss the lotte world and everland,
i miss the marvelous hotel stays,
i miss the people,
i miss having the see the han river everything i travel in seoul,
i miss the night scenes,
i miss the cool weather and the mist,
i miss that kind of life.
and i loveit when it's full of culture and history.


ok enough.. before i go overboard..




=)


My Island Home

And I will sing
A song of home
A land of peace
Where dreams are born everyday
My home
Wherever I may be
I believe
You will always be a part of me

by kaira gong

♥ 11:45 PM

yukkuri's supposed to be my japanese name...
and that's what we're using for my jap roleplay.
i seem to be bundled with the kind of fate for having to memorise scripts for roleplays every sem.. so far..
once upon a time it was arts app., now it's jap..
but wells, it's a de-stress thing so i welcome it.

these days i have been thinking how am i to pass my bcs..
and i'm starting to become:
temperamental,
fetish,
energetic and non-energetic the next moment,
easily irritated..


sighs.
i'm suffering frm bcs-syndrome.
sighs.





anyway, nth much's happened for the week since my last entry..
thurs was the badminton session..
today was tiring and boring and stoning.
haha
the only nice part was i made breakfast for myself after a seriously long time cos i've got no time..
ahh.. pamper.. tht's wad i need.
reassurance is also the one other thing i need.

i realise ppl are constantly trying new stuff..
sometimes even those who believe in tradition would change their minds on stuff.
so, no one's going to stop at their feet and wait for time to pass..
at least every single second there is one person in the world trying to do something to change something in this world.
so UPGRADE
so ENERGIZE
so LEARN
so MAKE A DIFFERENCE..

opps, it sounds like some national day slogan.
haha
anyways.
tomorrow is a better day.












love, dont underestimate it.
dont deny it's existance.

sarang-haeyo.=)

♥ 11:12 PM

the 3 words women love to hear..
the 3 words men detest having to say..
'i love you'..

ok. tht seriously didnt come frm me..
was adapted from one of the shows i watched
truth or not, it's up to you to decide.



i'm so screwed with bcs.
i have a teacher who obviously doesnt like me.
and since in her eyes i'm this student who doesnt do anything..
i get suspected.
and i dont like being suspected for nth.
it's sucky.
please dont let me flunk this subject.
or else i'll die.



amen.




ok.







anyways.. i'm happy with jap.
no more lectures alr.
but great having the rehearsals..
at least happy with my results so far...
so yes! the most unlikely cds.


have got so many projects on hand.
jap.
bcs.
pmngt.
tbp.
eaud.



sighs.
tht's 5/6 subjects i've got this term.

pls let me pass through this altogether.


















mom: who'll you save first if i and your wife fall into the sea.
wife: who'll you save first if i and your mom fall into the sea.
son: why do you always ask this kind of questions? sighs. you dont fall in, you also dont fall in. let me fall into the sea.


















i need strength.


















hallelujah.

♥ 9:45 PM