past present future



my timetable's out:
mon 10am-5pm
tues 1pm-5pm
wed 8am-6pm
thurs 9am-1pm
fri 9am-1pm



anyways.
krsy's going to taiwan for student exchange.
i'm envious.
she's going for a month.
she's going to holiday and study at the same time.
awwwwwww.



back to the self-actualization topic.
on the day before school officially starts again.

i mean if i were to really figure everything out..
i mean some people knew exactly what they wanted to do since young...
which is definitely not me..
they have a goal.. and they can start young..
like if i knew from young,
i wouldnt be going through this..


like if i knew i wanted to be a fashion designer since i was young..
i would be with my mannequins stucking pins and making patterns.
i would be having a headache about whether i should use satin or chiffon for that outfit i was designing.
i would be making sketches like nobody's business.


or like if i knew i wanted to be a architect.
i would be drawing buildings.
making the models that are many times smaller than it's usual.
i would be counting in sq feets and bulk metres.


or like if i knew i wanted to be a baker.
i would be thinking all about rising powder.
cream strawberries cream strawberries.
and where is my black forest cake? i need to invent a new cheesecake one.


or like if i knew i wanted to be a figure skater.
i would be running down to jurong every now and then.
i would be doing my gym lessons at least once a week.
i would be doing my salchows and spins, aceing my axels and jumps.
kay.. maybe not aceing them.. but who knows.


if i were any of that i wouldnt be fretting here.
haha.
but if i were any of tht my life wouldnt be how it is now.
you get some you lose some.
least i'm happy with what i'm doing now.
and i'm enjoying my poly life.



i'm loving 18, although it's not here yet.
thank u for your prezzies.
=)


these few weeks would be busy..
with all the family stuff.
lots of dinners to attend.
actually they've started.
sighs.





year2sem2... HERE I COME!

♥ 9:04 PM