i dont want to do this anymore, i dont want to be the reason why.

merry x'mas.
i'm not late, cos there are 12 days.
and soon it'll be the new year
and what have i done for the holidays?
only a little bit of this and a lil bit of tht.
i wonder
will i be able to rush out everything after sch reopens?
sighs


oh and the shows 'War And Beauty 金枝欲孽' and 'Shine On You 青出於藍' are going to be shown on channelu.
it makes me wonder and suspect that mediacorp and starhub get shows together.
or else there's some link.
anyways both shows were shown on channel55 on scv a v.long time ago. and they've even gone through the stage of the repeats.
i rmb 'war and beauty' was shown at 8pm mons-fris, and 'shine on you' at 9pm mons to fris.
and thn the repeats, at 10.30pm-11.40pm for 2 episodes on mons-fris.
'shine on you's' repeat was quite some time ago alr.
and 'war and beauty's' repeat is currently running.. and i think it's alr ard 2/3 finished.
it's the 'repeating' game!
haha
it'll be the 3rd time i see it. but i dont mind. cos i love them;


anyways,
24dec2006
went to aunt say's house for the annual x'mas dinner feast.
this yr's menu was turkey, ham(honey baked and a spiced one), satay, curry, pork ribs, salad and baked potatoes with bacon bits and mayo.
and cake(from four seasons, mom and i went to get it and it was absolutely fabulous!) and a chinese desert soup.. very sweet indeed.
loads of junk food too... popcorn(cheese/caramel/salted), chips(lays barbequed and sour cream), sweets... it was practically everywhere.
and wine. haha... Cabernet Sauvignon.
it's indulgence.

x'mas day itself is a day of sleeping and hibernating. cos we had a night out.

thn it was study days again.
went to sch yesterday for class.
and i seriously tot i was fooled!
nil turned up for class.
sighs.

today i finally cut the styrofoam board..
it's hard work cos we had to use some weird machine... cos the board was too thick to be cut the penknife way.. and if i wanted straight lines the penknife way wouldnt work too.
so.. i and dad had to figure out how to cut the styrofoam board the most perfect way. and boy is tht machine non-user-friendly.
and dad was a life-saver!

i'm now left with the arramngement and the making of the model.
i just need to scan the pics and stuff and add stuff to the report and presentation and i think i'm sort of done.
conadm is halfway done. i need my creative juices and a seriously strong point of view.
orgcom,mact,aconhyd's still on the list. all grpwork.

and so i am tired, from all the lethargy of the holidays.
and i'm feeling like slacking.


it's raining, it's pouring,
the old man is snoring.
let me see, the frequency of the rain's like every 20mins?


just some songs to either make or dampen the day..
i wonder why the selection.


Rihanna- 'We Ride'





The Veronicas- 'When it all falls apart'








life made simple.

Labels: events

♥ 8:57 PM

Type?

wad's your shade?
blackish;
grayish;
misty?

wad's your style?
retro;
cosmopolitan;
oriental;
contemporary;
zen?

wad's your color?
pastel;
bold?




;;

♥ 10:58 PM

Christmas is coming.

1 more week and it is christmas eve.
smile to the hohos and huhus.

santa claus is coming to town.



*with the exception of this week's 8days 'the last page'.

Labels: events

♥ 8:59 PM

Reality with a twist.

it's interesting, sweet and everything nice.
kudos to talkingcock.
muahaha


Original:







remade?






funny altogether..

i'm lovin it.





magic of love yesterday was nice.
=)

♥ 8:50 PM

Love will?
my video log entry

today's the official start of the term break.
i'm wondering how am i to clear the projects.
i'm happy christmas is coming.
it's sweet to watch dramas of puppy love.
it's interesting to feel the breeze go by.
i'm enjoying the resting period from school.
but perhaps not the right way.

btw saw renditions again.
this time is jap vs. english.
although their credentials are clearly to the original japanese singer.
and well, she's really good.

Mika Nakashima: Will (2002)


i first heard this song when it was the ending theme of a japanese drama, 'searching for my polestar'.
the show was nice, the song's nice.
perfect.




Boyz II Men: Will (2005)


i had a hard time finding this.
cos it's supposed to be their sort of newer mvs. but it was a song featurd in their 2005 christmas album. hmms.
anyways, i wonder.. i reaslised that some of the lyrics are like reflecting the drama the jap song was for.
it could be a coincidence. or not?



for me, i'd say i prefer the japanese version.
which do you prefer?


i also realised something when i cruising along the pages..
people are so 'patriotic' in all the wrong ways. it could have been better to check before commenting.. and swearing after that.. just shows how absurd you are.
it's stupid.


sighs.


after the term tests, the projects are out to kill.

♥ 4:33 PM

when it all seems untrue.

i havent blogged for a week.
had term tests this week.
mon-> orgcom,conadm
wed->mact
thurs->bldgmss

krystal's back.
i'm tired.
i went to her house today after the test.
am happy.
and tired.
am still very tired.

cant blog.
but lets listen to a song.
=)


Chara: Crazy for you




she's special;

♥ 11:36 PM

How's Life?
my video log entry.


i realised when u stop and see the world.
all the sounds and stuff sometimes do not really matter.

i'm feeling happier these days.
although the term tests are just around the corner.
but i'm feeling happy about anything else.

but there are more sad songs thn happy songs, that i realised.
i means.. songs nowadays are mostly about love, unfaithfulness:

Rihanna-Unfaithful




or else it's about sad, bad days:

Daniel Powter- Bad Day

(haha. ok.. so his is more..umm.. inspirational than mediocre)

or this:

Fort minor- Where'd You Go

i remembered this song especially when i saw it on MTV SEA a few months ago cos of it's tune.
he uses only 3 keys on the piano and it just goes on and on.
and also the fact that the girl sings the saddest oart of the song.
i love the music.
and recently it was the song for the advert of project superstar and there i was wondering how familiar that sounds.
i'm glad i found it.
just if u're wondering why it's mediocre, 1st: see the video, 2nd: pay attention to the lyrics.


without the sad parts and stuff.. dont we just love the fairytale storylines?
how the geek gets the hottest girl in town?
or perhaps how the poor girl gets the richest guy?
well, as i mentioned, it's fairytale.
cos, sad to say and i dont want to admit it, it seriously doesnt seem to be able to happen in actual reality.
it kills the fun, the sweetness adn stuff.
i guess that's why we love fairytales.
and why disney earns big bucks.
and so while we're trying so hard to get the feel of how it was like to be hilary duff in 'a cinderella story' and start to daydream about how sweet the story was,
someone's done it:

Paris Hilton- Nothing in this world

(i wonder.. it takes a lot of courage.. , if u get what i mean.. muahaha)
i seriously love the chihuahua.
it's cute.
and there were tons of this video on youtube.

morals make up a big part of life.. they teach you stuff, teach you how to live your life the right way.
like how things are deceiving and not..
and as usual, that's one big part of fairytales too.
love it?
perhaps this would give you a more special view about it:

Evanescence-Call Me When You're Sober

i remember when i saw this on MTV SEA, they had little notes saying when they filmed this video, there were riots outside. and they were told to stay indoors. hmms.
this is a remake of little red riding hood in conjunction with their lyrics.
it's got depth.
it's something different.
fairytales are definitely more tame.



that's all for today.
i love it that my birthday's the ending part of the year.. so many other friends are celebrating their birthdays too.
haha.

=)

♥ 7:33 PM

love to hate? hate to love?

dilemma. yet it could be so shallow.

how lon do u stop and think.
think about what would happen.
think about why things turn out this way.
all it takes.. seriously.. is just a min a day.
u'll either realise how lucky u are.. or how unlucky u are.

recently saw many faces i havent seen in the longest time.
made me realise how time flies.
day by day.. doing things that could be useful or.. just crap.
but yes.. time doesnt wait.

sighs.
i'm not only getting lethargic.





Jojo: too little too late



Too little too late, Jojo

Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don’t feel right
What do you expect me to say
(You know it’s just too little too late)
You take my hand and you say you’ve changed
But boy you know your begging don’t fool me because to you it’s just a game
(You know it’s just a little too late)

So let me on down 'cause time has made me strong
I’m starting to move on
I’m gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone and you know

It’s just too little too late
A little too wrong and I can’t wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
You know it’s just a little too late
You say you dream of my face but you don’t like me
You just like the chase
To be real it doesn’t matter anyway
You know it’s just too little too late
It’s just too little too late

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn’t enough and now you wanna communicate
(You know it’s just too little too late)

Go find someone else
In letting you go I’m loving myself
You gotta problem but don’t come asking me for help 'cause you know

It’s just too little too late
A little too wrong and I can’t wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
You know it’s just a little too late
You say you dream of my face but you don’t like me
You just like the chase
To be real it doesn’t matter anyway
You know it’s just too little too late

I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give
(I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don’t have a prayer
That’s no way to live
Oh no Mmm no
It’s just too little too late
Yeah






btw, i kept on reading about this time magazine list of the 100 people that shape the world.
well, rain's in it.
ang lee's in it too.

who's the 100 people that shape your world?

♥ 4:11 PM