when was the last time..
...i seriously felt like writing a blog entry.
sighs















and some pics of my model for henpl.
i understand the loads of patterns part.
but i love it.
and it's hard work doing it for so long.
who cares if it's good or not. i just love it.
ahhhh.. rebel.

it's been taxing these days to have to rush projects like there's no end to it.
lemme see.
i have
1.contract administration
2.space planning
3.organisation communication
and soon to come..
4.human environment planning.
it's been like this since the start of year2.2
and it kinda sucks to do this every time.
and it isnt gonna end till the end of sch.
i need assurance.
i miss the indulgences
i miss my ice-cream
i miss my chocolates
i miss my trips to the esplanade with felicia
i miss playing pool at the now defunct pavilion
i miss walking by the beach and riding the bicycle i'm always slow at
i miss sleepovers
i miss having to worry about nothing.

today was hell of a wreck.
we had been doing space planning since the start of class.
lets say, about 10-11am
and then we went for tut..
thn we started doing our work again at 1pm
all the way till 5.40pm
and tht was when we finally finished the sketches.. diagrams blah blah.
it was crazy
i wonder why we required so much time.
we were serious about it.
but still time was a constraint
and tht isnt good.
i wonder how am i to brush up my time management skills.

btw, term test results came back quite some time ago..
i did.. okay.
i passed all..
but not good enuff.
i've gotta buck up for exam.

my study week's gonna be on the week of cny.
it's not good.
but to think of it the bright side,
'least it's not in the middle of the study week.

these days, it's got me thinking.
courtesy does play a big part in life.
like queuing up for stuff,
letting your seats to those who need it SO MUCH more than u do (dont act sleepyhead),
say sorry when you so obviously bang into people,
and that 'tsit tsit' isnt bringing you anywhere.

i wonder if patience still counts too.
i mean people horn at the slightest things.
i mean.. horning when the guy in front of you isnt turing at the time u please, that is madness.
ever thought that there might be traffic and if he turned, it may mean an accident?
it means there'll be people injured and who knows you may be injured too.
or lets say, if u were so lucky to tide through tht, you'll be the witness which means u need to spend more time?

okay, i might be going a little too far..
but please think..
how'd you feel if the fella who gets horned for no apparent reason is you.
would you SMILE AND WAVE BACK?
grah.

and i realise something too.
i finally understand why there are always unpleasant vomit smells on the buses.
the bus drivers nowadays love braking.
and usually they would brake continuously over a period of time.
1.the bus isnt faulty.
2.there isnt much traffic.
i wonder how much stuff is there to brake about.
no wonder people get bus-sick and vomit.
sighs.

i've let out my frustrations for 3 weeks.
i hope none would come soon.
seriously, these days i feel that courtesy, patience is so bloody important.
i understand the courtesy lion and clean&green frog.
they ARE important.



i feel better now.
muahaha.









retro-nista

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