self-constraint?sometimes i feel i need to get a hold of myself.i mean..i dont knowi'm lethargic maybe?i'm not feeling exactly happy.though it's still not extreme or anything.but still.sighs.it's an everyday thing.mp/sip.sighs.i've forgotten the times i could go home after school and still catch shows or have the energy to do anything.i've forgotten the times when i could go for lunch after school or meet up with friends.it's all been forgotten.cos i have to be in school from 9am-5.30pm.and seriously.how to do work when you stare at the com the whole day.doing the same old procedures,i'm not saying it's boring or anything.and not like i hate what i'm doing for mp.but..it just doesnt feel right.and i feel like i'm getting fat from all the sitting and eating and everything.no wonder they say ppl holding office jobs seriously lack of exercise.i agree.i feel like i lack of exercise alr.even though we played an hour of badminton.and i guess i seemed like i was frustrated.. no i wasnt... it's just i always feel like sleeping after lunch.especially heavy lunch.and i couldnt concentrate.cos i was feeling sleepy.sighs.i seem to ramble a lot these days.ps. i am so sorry to the people that have msged me and yet i reply v.late.i am so sorry.it's my emo time.sighs.Labels: rambles
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