sometimes i wondersometimes we just feel that we're someone else.and as they say..it's like the grass somewhere else is greener..or some sort.seriously, it's like perhaps when you see someone uglier or poorer than you are you'd think, 'luckily i am me'.but when you see that someone is prettier or richer than you are, you'd think, 'why is she the lucky one and not me'.i mean come on,if everyone were so shallow.this world would suck.i mean perhaps there should be those therapeutic lessons that say 'learn to love yourself' .. or perhaps.. 'hey, look! you're different' ..or perhaps self-actualization might help.or maybe some way to learn to see a bigger picture outside the well you're stuck in.ok a scenario: sometimes when you take the bus,you might hear the 'tsk tsk'.just cos the whole bus is full and everything.maybe everyone's squeezing to let the poor guy get on the bus.cos it's like he should've been waiting for quite long.and he's running late like everyone else on the bus.and usually when everyone's squeezing to move in and pushing to let out the mediocre space for the guy.you'd hear 'tsk tsk' no matter from the distance or just the person in front of you.then maybe she'll pull her bag and place it nicely on her shoulder.and then hold on the railing and stare at you.it's like.where's the courtesy.those big signs hanging around screaming 'please move in to allow others to board'.are they seen?i mean sometimes.i seriously feel that people are selfish.in some way or another.although i definitely believe that some ppl arent.and they are selfless.i do agree that they exist.i mean,, okay... not everyone's selfish till the disgusting and hated kind of stage.it wouldnt be anything big or what.i mean the definition of selfish is extremely vague.it could be anything and everything.so i dont know any sick selfish ppl yet.only those on television.sighs. loads of negative thoughts.am feeling weird.i feel tired.and i dont know where all those negative stuff came from.maybe the books.the negative books.showing the bad side of human nature.grah.sighs.it's official.i'm mad.Labels: rambles
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