stressful starts, better endings?
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
-chrsitine glass
reminiscing is a total understatment.
at times i kind of think,
perhaps if the stuff in this world werent so sad.
or people didnt think negatively.
or there were lesser disasters or poverty or stresses.
the world WILL be a better place.
i mean i cant understand if the people that lived a few decades or hundreds of years ago could live simpler.
thn why are we making such a big fuss about stuff.
yes, there's technology
there's desirable stuff
there's being practical
and there's also being greedy.
greedy for wanting to have the best in everything.
but it is a neverending madness race with time.
it never stops and would only leave everyone else exhausted.
but seriously, i guess it's just life.
it's neverending, and we'll just have to accept it.
sighs.
recently finished an OB assignment.
i would not say that i've tried my best.
cos seriously everytime when i sit down and put my mind into doing it it never goes well.
i just hope i wouldnt flunk.
there's been the gala at cathay for star wars.
and i've been working less cos of school.
i hope paycheck's isnt too pathetic.
these days i kind of start to miss everyone.
i havent seen granny in a really long time.
and dajie and pn.
and bobby.
and cousins and all.
and most definitely mstan.
yes and mrtang too. (hahahaha)
cant help but start to feel sad about stuff.
i dont know what's gotten into me.
maybe it's the moodswings.
these days i suddenly feel that inner sadness building up.
god, give me strength.
oh no, i'm starting to get touchy again.
upset that i might be missing the opening of the beijing summer olympics.
looking extensively for the repeats.
damien rice's 9 crimes keeps spinning in my head.
i am emo.
Labels: emotivities, events, rambles
