what happened to...

happy endings,
happy lives,
simple pleasures.

yup it is 4am.
and i cant get to sleep.
it's been a long time since i stayed up till this late.
dad's going to be up in about 2 hours.

well, other than that continuous rush to complete the projects,
and part of me being broke from all that spreeing.
i start to stop and think (which probably isnt a good time considering the time),
like,
ppl have aspirations.
ppl do think of what to do.
yet am i here thinking of regrets.
i mean it's senseless.
why am i doing all this? thinking what i shouldnt be.
i should just get on with life. right?

watch mamma mia.
it was hyped i guess.
the endings kind of draggy yet abrupt.
the others were filled with abba songs and comedy.

Labels: emotivities, movie reviews, rambles

♥ 4:18 AM

SIM-RMIT Bash 2008

-06092008

theme was 'the very white bling bling party'
surprisingly many followed the theme.

Labels: events

♥ 12:26 AM

the stupidity of it all.

some stuff that i do, it doesnt make any sense.
seriously.
i mean i tend to get into awkward senarios.
and i feel bad about stuff.
but there's this tendency that i'll do it.
and thn i'll feel i offended someone in the process.
or something like that.
it keeps happening.
it always happened.
i'm getting touchy these days.
like i think a lot, much rather, too much.
depression perhaps?
odd and so wrong.

wall-e was kind of a disappointment, although i have to admit that some parts are cute and others sad,
but i understood why it was rated 'G'.
it was kind of frustrating when i don't hear dialogue.
sighs.

stats test was absolutely shitty. can i not fail?

and i'm really thinking it's high time i started on my driving practical.
it's time to go to ubi.

i'm in desperate need of changing my phone, it charges continuously now so that it wouldnt die.

so many ppl going to army again.
sighs/


maybe the timing is beating our hearts, and we're empty.

Labels: emotivities, events, rambles

♥ 4:11 PM

it's funny

when i read back the earlier posts and realise how childish i was.
and all that double letters and quizzes and all.
seems odd.

i should get started on the bs thing.

a few days back at borders someone approached him to do an interview for his school project.
the topic? extraordinary people.
first person that comes to mind? michael phelps.
i mean seriously i cant help it.
with the olympic buzz and the crazy world records.
he is extraordinary.
and i did not know if i was of much help either since it was freezing and all.
but i overheard him interviewing someone else and that person mentioned that being extraordinary isnt about the actions you do.
hmm chicken soup.

yup i seriously should get started on the bs thing.

i havent worked in a really long time.
and i finally did again today.
my timecard reflected that i only worked 5 days for the month of aug.
luckily they count the pay from the end of july to the 3rd week of aug.
or else.... i bet i'm going to groan.
anyway i finally saw what 'church' was about on the schedule.
and there were kids everywhere.
and we're purple which feels odd.
missed the cathay ushers. sweet.
managed to watch some parts of forgetting sarah marshall and hana yori dango.
both are nice and funny.

yup and i still havent started on the bs thing. sheesh.

Labels: emotivities, rambles

♥ 12:16 AM