stagnanted.watched tropic thunder with mrsu the other day.turned out to be super crappily lame.there's some reason to it i guess.havent been feeling like eating these days.exams are draining.i miss poly so much esp after that poly talk in sch on tues.with the other poly grads in og. i so miss the days that i didnt have to feel like dying everytime i left the room.i miss the days that things were just that simplei miss the days when we didnt care muchnow.okay fine. i'm convinced i have issues.i have serious issues.this sucks big time.i cant feel like i understand why i am doing all thati cant feel like i understand why i am going through all this.i cant feel like there is at least some meaning. some meaning to all those emotions and all.and why the hell it has to be that way or act that way.it's not sensible for me. no. i am the non-sensible one.i need to be more mature.shit. if i could i would've privated this entry,.Labels: emotivities, events, rambles
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