im empty.i lost all of my creative juices getting sad over nothing.just slap me.time flies and yes. mstan's going back to aussie.and i dread it. 1. she has to leave again. and i feel the whole missing thing all over again.2. she's leaving at a time like this.Harry potter and the half blood prince feels kind of overrated. no doubt the whole movie, like the others in the franchise, is filled with the suspense but i didnt think this was as good as the rest. maybe its the inner fight thing. maybe its cos of dumbledore's death that was very much untimely.ive been feeling really lethargic. and i am quiet these days.ive kind of realised i listen more.i listen to what ppl have to say abt things in life.how ppl communicate.okay i dont deny im at the emo-ing stage again. and somehow getting into this is inevitable.but. yeah. i dont want to keep at the emo stage. i mean listening is good but emo-ing just isnt.sch's been tiring. (maybe tht explains part of the emos)i cant seem to concentrate enough on lectures.fahms is right the class seems boring and all now. esp. when many ppl and eyecandies arent in class.i need to feel that i am part of the society.i need solace.dear lord god, i seek the light.am i like a zombie now? no?Labels: emotivities, rambles
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