im convinced its over.

its the getting over part thats killing me.

it was this whole chunk of things that got me nuts. including the ER project. and that issue that i loathe so much. since i have to freaking face the same thing the 2nd time in 6months.

i know i have to get myself together. but it still feels like a part of me is gone. and im choosing negativity for a change. and with that, i realised i never opened myself up to people this much until this time.

so the past week, havent been eating much.
partly the tooth, partly the busi-ness, partly the issue.
and its tearing me apart. just like the song.

and my energy? i doubt its back. just yet.

so maybe i was hanging on to the busi-ness to make my thoughts not run wild.
which means im back to square one or even worse.
dont get me wrong tho. im not going to be the weichoo act.

watched final destination 4 with val and the rest.
was gross.
and was in 3d.
but it wasnt as good as the rest.
sigh.

and my phone isnt done repairing! samsung hasnt msged me. its been a week. and im getting skeptical about why my phone isnt done since its just system update. the girl told me that i could collect it the next day i sent for repair but its been a week!. :(

anyway, baybeats so long. tho i might be catching anberlin's. they are love.

Labels: emotivities, events, rambles

♥ 10:18 AM