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Saturday, October 31, 2009
its been long.
and its halloweeen.
that feels exceptionally weird.
anyway, been feeling detached from society.
basically exams got the better of me and i've been trying to mug.
and im keeping fingers crossed i'll scrape through all my papers.
still go the last one though. and things have already gone the downslide.
feel like running away from everything.
but where can i run to, exactly.
just realised theory of the deadman's songs are freaking nice.
only repeated the usuals and realised the rest are good too. bah.
and am going to read the dictionary for long and weird words. inspired by LOVE HAPPENS. and i seriously love rocky. :D
Julie and Julia was not bad. love amy adams.
been spending on trips to wala wala and timbre. oh great. martinis and buffalo wingsssss. but who gives. music's good. haha. goodfella's set yesterday was fantabulous! and they played the request.
am thinking of getting a job for the holidays. thinking of going summer school next holidays.
sigh. job job job.. and there are trips to plan :D
the holidays are going to feel empty without having to go to ubi.
haha. i kinda miss the circuit and the instructors and the super long queues for uturn.
ironic and weird but yeah.
but maybe i shouldnt haha.
im supposed to be getting down to studying BF. sighhhhh.
cant stuff finance into my brain. its the lastttttt.
i need the motivation bah.
and omg. my language is seriously getting chui. LOL. the whole entry feels weird.
and its halloweeen.
that feels exceptionally weird.
anyway, been feeling detached from society.
basically exams got the better of me and i've been trying to mug.
and im keeping fingers crossed i'll scrape through all my papers.
still go the last one though. and things have already gone the downslide.
feel like running away from everything.
but where can i run to, exactly.
just realised theory of the deadman's songs are freaking nice.
only repeated the usuals and realised the rest are good too. bah.
and am going to read the dictionary for long and weird words. inspired by LOVE HAPPENS. and i seriously love rocky. :D
Julie and Julia was not bad. love amy adams.
been spending on trips to wala wala and timbre. oh great. martinis and buffalo wingsssss. but who gives. music's good. haha. goodfella's set yesterday was fantabulous! and they played the request.
am thinking of getting a job for the holidays. thinking of going summer school next holidays.
sigh. job job job.. and there are trips to plan :D
the holidays are going to feel empty without having to go to ubi.
haha. i kinda miss the circuit and the instructors and the super long queues for uturn.
ironic and weird but yeah.
but maybe i shouldnt haha.
im supposed to be getting down to studying BF. sighhhhh.
cant stuff finance into my brain. its the lastttttt.
i need the motivation bah.
and omg. my language is seriously getting chui. LOL. the whole entry feels weird.
Labels: rambles
♥ 2:44 PM
Here we are
At the end
Say goodbye to all your friends
Here we go waching the sun go round
Sitting on a roodtop making time stop
I never want to come back down never want to come down
Its the end of the summer
Its the end of it all
Those days are gone its over now were moving on
Its the end of the summer
But we'll see it all again
So hold on till this moment till then
Its the end of the summer
Here we stand
In the middle of an empty street
Tell me where you want to go
I'll tell you thats where i want to be
Say goodbye to the warm breeze
We could be almost anywhere
Ill miss you till the next time
I hope i see you there
I hope i see you back here.
Its the end of the summer
Its the end of it all
Those days are gone its over now were moving on
Its the end of the summer
But we'll see it all again
So hold on till this moment till then
Its the end of the summer end of the summer
Rides almost over
Its getting colder
Take one last look
Before it passes by
Before it passes you by
Its the end of the summer
Its the end of it all
Those days are gone its over now were moving on
Its the end of the summer
But we'll see it all again
So hold on till this moment till then
Its the end of the summer [repeat x2]
End of the summer
End of the summer - Theory of a deadman.
At the end
Say goodbye to all your friends
Here we go waching the sun go round
Sitting on a roodtop making time stop
I never want to come back down never want to come down
Its the end of the summer
Its the end of it all
Those days are gone its over now were moving on
Its the end of the summer
But we'll see it all again
So hold on till this moment till then
Its the end of the summer
Here we stand
In the middle of an empty street
Tell me where you want to go
I'll tell you thats where i want to be
Say goodbye to the warm breeze
We could be almost anywhere
Ill miss you till the next time
I hope i see you there
I hope i see you back here.
Its the end of the summer
Its the end of it all
Those days are gone its over now were moving on
Its the end of the summer
But we'll see it all again
So hold on till this moment till then
Its the end of the summer end of the summer
Rides almost over
Its getting colder
Take one last look
Before it passes by
Before it passes you by
Its the end of the summer
Its the end of it all
Those days are gone its over now were moving on
Its the end of the summer
But we'll see it all again
So hold on till this moment till then
Its the end of the summer [repeat x2]
End of the summer
End of the summer - Theory of a deadman.
Labels: lyrics
♥ 2:14 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
38 lessons
and 2 driving tests
and $2560 + $12 later.
i see a graduated chop on my comfort delgro class 3 training record book.
and omg. my pdl was going to be due 25th. so if i did flunk it. it'll be another pdl.
but yeah. I PASSED MY DRIVING, like finally. haha. :D
now its the exams. plagued with nightmares.
and 2 driving tests
and $2560 + $12 later.
i see a graduated chop on my comfort delgro class 3 training record book.
and omg. my pdl was going to be due 25th. so if i did flunk it. it'll be another pdl.
but yeah. I PASSED MY DRIVING, like finally. haha. :D
now its the exams. plagued with nightmares.
♥ 7:39 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
ck scared the shit outta me.
okay. demure. i forgot.
okay. demure. i forgot.
♥ 3:13 AM
we can just go on and on about the same issue fahms.
LOL. justin long, gerard butler not!
im sick of studying about dead people and how singapore employment systems will be of benefit to us or me in the near future.
that's what im guessing is the purpose of it all.
and crap. i still think i suck at writing lyrics. i hope m doesnt kill me.
but the rest are pros seriously.
fahms says i skip too many steps.
and no he isnt going to make me sound like a bimbo.
haha.
i hope i can mug u into my head, dead people.
sleepy. shall contd anything else im supposed to do tmr.
LOL. justin long, gerard butler not!
im sick of studying about dead people and how singapore employment systems will be of benefit to us or me in the near future.
that's what im guessing is the purpose of it all.
and crap. i still think i suck at writing lyrics. i hope m doesnt kill me.
but the rest are pros seriously.
fahms says i skip too many steps.
and no he isnt going to make me sound like a bimbo.
haha.
i hope i can mug u into my head, dead people.
sleepy. shall contd anything else im supposed to do tmr.
Labels: rambles.
♥ 3:08 AM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
(500) days of summer : is no love story.
caught that with krys just now at cathay.
before that studied at starbucks.
before that lunched with her at airport.
seriously, we were trying to kill time and she needed to sit.
and she chose yamaha of all places.
so we sat at the keyboard. and started playing.
crap it was like the uber pro guy at the baby grand nearby, exchanging looks.
and i am barely anywhere his standard. i havent played in ages.
(500)days of summer taught me a lot. much more than the ugly truth.
at least. it's more realistic. it's what happens. it's how people feel. especially when it isnt a happy ending.
but seriously, the ratings werent wrong. it is freaking nice. but well, maybe its also cos i feel for the guy, sentiments exactly.
thurs had lecture.
then met wanlin.
went to haji to help her hunt for dresses. but to no avail.
walked to bugis it didnt quite work. other than the one from dorothy perkins.
so we ate. quite a lot of things happened.
her friend came. we went sheesha together.
this time her friend got a new place. and the place is nice.
just that the sheesha tasted weird.
mugging is madness.
and i still feel my hair's weird. bah.
shorttttttttttttt.
and omg. the electric guitars are tempting.
and thanks fahms for the acoustic guitar. :D i love it. but i still feel bad.
and no i havent opened the paramore cd. i feel guilty.
caught that with krys just now at cathay.
before that studied at starbucks.
before that lunched with her at airport.
seriously, we were trying to kill time and she needed to sit.
and she chose yamaha of all places.
so we sat at the keyboard. and started playing.
crap it was like the uber pro guy at the baby grand nearby, exchanging looks.
and i am barely anywhere his standard. i havent played in ages.
(500)days of summer taught me a lot. much more than the ugly truth.
at least. it's more realistic. it's what happens. it's how people feel. especially when it isnt a happy ending.
but seriously, the ratings werent wrong. it is freaking nice. but well, maybe its also cos i feel for the guy, sentiments exactly.
thurs had lecture.
then met wanlin.
went to haji to help her hunt for dresses. but to no avail.
walked to bugis it didnt quite work. other than the one from dorothy perkins.
so we ate. quite a lot of things happened.
her friend came. we went sheesha together.
this time her friend got a new place. and the place is nice.
just that the sheesha tasted weird.
mugging is madness.
and i still feel my hair's weird. bah.
shorttttttttttttt.
and omg. the electric guitars are tempting.
and thanks fahms for the acoustic guitar. :D i love it. but i still feel bad.
and no i havent opened the paramore cd. i feel guilty.
Labels: rambles
♥ 2:34 AM
i feel suffocated.
m was right. it will haunt me. it just did. for a moment i thought i died.
crap.
well. its good that he'd move on anyway.
(500) days of summer was inspiring.
but not fast enough to get into my brain before the thing i saw.
so. sigh.
but yeah. i swear i totally get what tom hansen was going through.
cos guess what? THAT IS ME.
all that whats going on.
and the insecurities.
and he took more than a year.
wish me luck.
turns out. love just isnt it.
the problem is that people only choose to remember the good parts. that makes things harder.
i know i should bid u adieu.
delete.
block.
whatnots.
but crap.
why am i the coward i am.
especially when there is someone else.
and you're having the time of your life.
cos i figured. ure simple.
and the song is apt. shall post lyrics soon.
friend just said i should be happy for u.
oh FML.
m was right. it will haunt me. it just did. for a moment i thought i died.
crap.
well. its good that he'd move on anyway.
(500) days of summer was inspiring.
but not fast enough to get into my brain before the thing i saw.
so. sigh.
but yeah. i swear i totally get what tom hansen was going through.
cos guess what? THAT IS ME.
all that whats going on.
and the insecurities.
and he took more than a year.
wish me luck.
turns out. love just isnt it.
the problem is that people only choose to remember the good parts. that makes things harder.
i know i should bid u adieu.
delete.
block.
whatnots.
but crap.
why am i the coward i am.
especially when there is someone else.
and you're having the time of your life.
cos i figured. ure simple.
and the song is apt. shall post lyrics soon.
friend just said i should be happy for u.
oh FML.
Labels: rambles
♥ 1:53 AM
Friday, October 09, 2009
its the time of the year that i get an email from friendster telling me that weichoo's birthday is coming.
and i cant help but feel sad when i realise that she is no longer here.
its been 3 years it still feels weird whenever im reminded how she left.
and i cant help but feel sad when i realise that she is no longer here.
its been 3 years it still feels weird whenever im reminded how she left.
♥ 12:42 AM
Thursday, October 08, 2009
is the despair that great that there isnt even the least courage to ask anymore. crap.
exams are nearing which means i need to start mugging.
which is always hard to start. so i have my ER notes next to me with me trying desperately to concentrate but blogger seems like a distraction bad enough.
i went to the hairdresser's on tues.
decided i shouldnt try anymore of the DIYs which obviously doesnt work. LOL.
though it was only that once. but my hair's messed up enough. i figured professional help was the way to go.
so yeah. she snipped.
now my hair's a little over the shoulders as compared to its original long state.
im not used to my head feeling light.
met ck to go visit m at the hospital.
the hospital's registration thing is irritating. bah.
anyway, we didnt stay for long. his left leg's in a cast.
looks scary.
thn went for dinner.
took the bus in the apparent wrong direction.
ended up at kaki bukit.
cabbed to tam.
had pasta.
ck says hes going to india.
lecture for BF was cancelled yesterday.
met aldwin for lunch.
he went to school. i went to get my contacts.
border's didnt have what i wanted. sigh.
bused home to help mom settle stuff.
bused to cgh to visit m.
went to starbucks to study for a bit. before going to cathay.
caught cloudy with a chance of meatballs in 3d.
cute lar. and funny.
i absolutely love the dad. :D
meeting wanlin after sch. :D
i need to get a new wardrobe.
i need to mug.
i need to learn to love, desperately love; ER, BF, PM, HMT. I LOVEEEE. oh crap it isnt working.
exams are nearing which means i need to start mugging.
which is always hard to start. so i have my ER notes next to me with me trying desperately to concentrate but blogger seems like a distraction bad enough.
i went to the hairdresser's on tues.
decided i shouldnt try anymore of the DIYs which obviously doesnt work. LOL.
though it was only that once. but my hair's messed up enough. i figured professional help was the way to go.
so yeah. she snipped.
now my hair's a little over the shoulders as compared to its original long state.
im not used to my head feeling light.
met ck to go visit m at the hospital.
the hospital's registration thing is irritating. bah.
anyway, we didnt stay for long. his left leg's in a cast.
looks scary.
thn went for dinner.
took the bus in the apparent wrong direction.
ended up at kaki bukit.
cabbed to tam.
had pasta.
ck says hes going to india.
lecture for BF was cancelled yesterday.
met aldwin for lunch.
he went to school. i went to get my contacts.
border's didnt have what i wanted. sigh.
bused home to help mom settle stuff.
bused to cgh to visit m.
went to starbucks to study for a bit. before going to cathay.
caught cloudy with a chance of meatballs in 3d.
cute lar. and funny.
i absolutely love the dad. :D
meeting wanlin after sch. :D
i need to get a new wardrobe.
i need to mug.
i need to learn to love, desperately love; ER, BF, PM, HMT. I LOVEEEE. oh crap it isnt working.
Labels: rambles
♥ 9:17 AM
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
zj & val rocks.
okay. this is a tribute. :D
they bake mean cookies, tarts, mooncakes!
yesterday was fun.
had driving in the afternoon.
and omg. my parallel parking i think i totally forgot everything.
and its been more than a month since i last drove.
i can tell the instructor was trying to console me in the midst of asking me to rmb the bus lane on my tp.
so okay. does that mean im going to to GG on tht day.
i think so.
went home and dilly dallied.
packed the cups and plates.
thn headed to school.
its been ages since i last took train to school.
met the rest. went on a photocopying spree for ER.
thn took the bus to esplanade.
and OMG. it was such a freaking long journey there.
tireddddddd.
listened to tons of songs.
did tons of the shake head movements.
played tap tap for a lot of random songs ive nvr played nor heard before.
i think the lady in front of us mustve thought we were nuts.
then it was down to the ultimate solution at times like this: CAMWHORE!
that explains the 173 pics i have in my phone.
but deleted a lot cos too blurred. crap.
but yeah. its bad enough.
anyway. we got dinner at marina.
randomly went to the 25hours shop and was given a party kit and vouchers. crap.
walked to esplanade.
i got mrs field's :DDDD
thn we started our potluck. LOL.
got booze.
things started to get scary when the security came and said., cannot put candles around. littering. u all celebrating birthday?
we went 'yeah'.
but wait. there were sparkles and lanterns.
anyway. idk how we did it. but we left at 11plus.
and val kneed me butt. pain sia!
val was drunk.
cel was high.
hs was positively red.
me and fahms were sane.
pics: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=159629&id=705767906&l=daa672f950
i think whoever i talked to on msn. i wasnt talking sane. muahahaha.
okay. this is a tribute. :D
they bake mean cookies, tarts, mooncakes!
yesterday was fun.
had driving in the afternoon.
and omg. my parallel parking i think i totally forgot everything.
and its been more than a month since i last drove.
i can tell the instructor was trying to console me in the midst of asking me to rmb the bus lane on my tp.
so okay. does that mean im going to to GG on tht day.
i think so.
went home and dilly dallied.
packed the cups and plates.
thn headed to school.
its been ages since i last took train to school.
met the rest. went on a photocopying spree for ER.
thn took the bus to esplanade.
and OMG. it was such a freaking long journey there.
tireddddddd.
listened to tons of songs.
did tons of the shake head movements.
played tap tap for a lot of random songs ive nvr played nor heard before.
i think the lady in front of us mustve thought we were nuts.
then it was down to the ultimate solution at times like this: CAMWHORE!
that explains the 173 pics i have in my phone.
but deleted a lot cos too blurred. crap.
but yeah. its bad enough.
anyway. we got dinner at marina.
randomly went to the 25hours shop and was given a party kit and vouchers. crap.
walked to esplanade.
i got mrs field's :DDDD
thn we started our potluck. LOL.
got booze.
things started to get scary when the security came and said., cannot put candles around. littering. u all celebrating birthday?
we went 'yeah'.
but wait. there were sparkles and lanterns.
anyway. idk how we did it. but we left at 11plus.
and val kneed me butt. pain sia!
val was drunk.
cel was high.
hs was positively red.
me and fahms were sane.
pics: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=159629&id=705767906&l=daa672f950
i think whoever i talked to on msn. i wasnt talking sane. muahahaha.
♥ 1:49 PM
Sunday, October 04, 2009
today i realised something.
lunched with mom and her cell after church.
i never hated him for disappearing.
i just hated myself for not getting over it. cos it was nothing to him.
and he's moved on i guess.
all i remember i did was sleeping the whole day on sat. i was super tired and drained.
church today was cool seriously.
one of the reasons why i love my youth pastor :D.
but yeah. the sermon was inspiring. coolest part were the lights from the handphones.
only managed to take pics through the screen on stage.
lunched with mom and her cell after church.
was running late and couldnt go home.
trained to dhoby and met rak.
watched movie and shopped and walked.
trained back home but when i reached tanah merah turns out fahms was there alr.
so got onto fahms' car and dinnered at the food place opp. bedok camp.
okay i keep forgetting the name of that place. considering how near it is to my place.
acc. him to get dinner for parents at tam.
thn he stoned at my carpark.
mom was hogging my lappy. sigh.
m got hurt and is getting an op. bah.
i feel for kh. sigh.
and yes fahms i am a innocent girl. :X
the last something that meant anything - mayday parade.
Labels: emotivities, events, rambles
♥ 10:30 PM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
cranky.
thurs; happy children's day.
sleeping in fahmy's car is starting to be a ritual.
late for class. sat at the back chairs.
and then class ended early.
okay so maybe he didnt end early.
but we skipped the video. which was very unscholarly of us to do so. but sigh.
i think a lot of ppl came late. fahms told me daniel was one of them. and cel.
but yah. if it wasnt for the msgs SIM sends noone wouldve known.
we popeyed at flyer.
freaking full and sinful. for that i'll have to go run a few more kilometers.
thn we stoned outside.
was walking back to the car when we started the piggyback thing.
and omg. great i am heavy.
but amazingly. cel could piggyback me.
and yeah i get freaked out when im on backs. esp. when the person is tall.
pooled at bukit timah. again.
bused to school with min.
went for photog workshop. which was awkward. the whole time i guess.
went for guitar meeting. which was weird too.
met rak at clarke quay.
dinnered.
stoned by the river.
thn went to dbl o.
i think we shared 2 jugs and i had 2 shots.
and we could still play pool. that was madness.
was home abt 3plus. i was totally drained.
and the cabby was weird.
cabby: oh u look like a good girl. did u drink much? if u need anything you can tell me.
that was nice and good service for that matter till it started to get weird...
cabby: oh my son has a gf now. i dont really like her. cos she's a dropout and doesnt do the dishes when she comes for dinner. my son is a nice person. hes studying in australia. coming back dec.
me: i see.
cabby: what are u studying? what do ur parents do? are you christian? what denomination? do u go to church every sunday? do u have siblings? what do they do? do u have a boyfriend and whats his race? how many boyfriends have u had? i like ur attitude.
me: ........
cabby: i think i wait for you here thn if got anything u can shout i can go save u.
me: !!!!!!
friday.
i was super stoned. mom woke me cos she couldnt find her specs.
and i couldnt go back to slp. i had dental.
sigh. dr low still thinks im in sec school after 1.5 years with him.
i see him every month!
but yah he says its almost done. but i gotta extract the bottom wisdom tooth. :X
got home and contd sleeping.
met aldwin. walked ion.
bused back to cathay and watched funny people.
adam sandler is cool. but the movie was kind of long and slow.
went to find rak and ami.
then went to tau huey place.
and played pool. crap.
took NR back.
i need to start mugging. i cant afford to flunk any. any of the papers.
cos i cant imagine myself having to go through the torment i went thru this sem all over again next sem.
thurs; happy children's day.
sleeping in fahmy's car is starting to be a ritual.
late for class. sat at the back chairs.
and then class ended early.
okay so maybe he didnt end early.
but we skipped the video. which was very unscholarly of us to do so. but sigh.
i think a lot of ppl came late. fahms told me daniel was one of them. and cel.
but yah. if it wasnt for the msgs SIM sends noone wouldve known.
we popeyed at flyer.
freaking full and sinful. for that i'll have to go run a few more kilometers.
thn we stoned outside.
was walking back to the car when we started the piggyback thing.
and omg. great i am heavy.
but amazingly. cel could piggyback me.
and yeah i get freaked out when im on backs. esp. when the person is tall.
pooled at bukit timah. again.
bused to school with min.
went for photog workshop. which was awkward. the whole time i guess.
went for guitar meeting. which was weird too.
met rak at clarke quay.
dinnered.
stoned by the river.
thn went to dbl o.
i think we shared 2 jugs and i had 2 shots.
and we could still play pool. that was madness.
was home abt 3plus. i was totally drained.
and the cabby was weird.
cabby: oh u look like a good girl. did u drink much? if u need anything you can tell me.
that was nice and good service for that matter till it started to get weird...
cabby: oh my son has a gf now. i dont really like her. cos she's a dropout and doesnt do the dishes when she comes for dinner. my son is a nice person. hes studying in australia. coming back dec.
me: i see.
cabby: what are u studying? what do ur parents do? are you christian? what denomination? do u go to church every sunday? do u have siblings? what do they do? do u have a boyfriend and whats his race? how many boyfriends have u had? i like ur attitude.
me: ........
cabby: i think i wait for you here thn if got anything u can shout i can go save u.
me: !!!!!!
friday.
i was super stoned. mom woke me cos she couldnt find her specs.
and i couldnt go back to slp. i had dental.
sigh. dr low still thinks im in sec school after 1.5 years with him.
i see him every month!
but yah he says its almost done. but i gotta extract the bottom wisdom tooth. :X
got home and contd sleeping.
met aldwin. walked ion.
bused back to cathay and watched funny people.
adam sandler is cool. but the movie was kind of long and slow.
went to find rak and ami.
then went to tau huey place.
and played pool. crap.
took NR back.
i need to start mugging. i cant afford to flunk any. any of the papers.
cos i cant imagine myself having to go through the torment i went thru this sem all over again next sem.
♥ 3:06 PM