Cest moi.

Friday, November 27, 2009

As much as i hate to disappoint, i always seem to.

my planning skills pretty much suck to a certain extent. im just not made to do certain things. project management was nothing but a hoax in my poly days. damn. but oh wells, it isnt just about planning and all. somehow, sometimes, there are just certain things it seems i put upon myself.

ive been 'drinking my liver away'. yeah. fri was the birthday thing and we opened tequila. sat was shisha so my body's pretty much in a shitty state already. the mediocre cycling session on monday didnt help much especially when i didnt get any aches which meant i didnt strain myself much, which also meant the rain caught us more occupied with saboteur than exercising. pigged out at night at ikea and got the stuffies to paint. :D
went back to tp with soph on tues and caught a christmas carol. during the movie i was thinking if i brought kim to watch that she's definitly gonna get the nightmares. it wasnt all happy and sweet. the starting parts were actually kinda scary. anyway, i managed to see a side of my dear msng i never knew since sec school. and gosh. it was cool!
guitar strings have become the new bane of my life. especially when im a noob at such stuff. anyway i did try to string my guitars but i swear i was dying. it turned out, however, the way i was stringing it was totally wrong, no wonder the hard times. but anyway, i couldnt take it anymore and strottled down to tm and the kind soul at yamaha helped me string it. he was uber nice, like seriously. then it was saboteur at val's again and then clubbed for rakinah's birthday. :D we drank a lot. again. omg.
yesterday i had the worst puking experience ever. i do not know why but when i woke up i had this crappy stomach thing and i rushed to the kitchen sink and started puking tranparent substances which i highly suspect is gastric juice. and i felt wasted the whole morning. thing is i dont remember drinking that much to make me feel that way, i've had more and woke the next morning feeling perfectly fine. anyways, i practically stoned at home the whole day, especially with the lack of sleep. timbre was at night and it was fun, other than the beer parts. i realised i like to sit and observe whats going on around me. i mean, okay fine it isnt inspiring or anything; i mean hardly! how can drunk people be inspiring, but still, its like funny to see how people react and act to stuff. music was great. 53a rocks. and its been some time since i saw david and we didnt talk much the last time we met either, sad m couldnt come. And did i mention, there was another set of drama at the toilets. drunk people puking on friends. drunk people standing at the sides stoning frm their hangovers or drunkardness or whatever its called. people just realising they stepped on glass that was in their shoes which meant bleeding and lots of bleeding. people panicking when the toilet lights went off since it was motion sensors. and i missing 'ignorance' cos i was caught in the crazy queue at the toilet. and everyone i met was interesting. and i was a little not myself. i can tell.

oh and i was looking through fb and realised there were a couple of people i know in sec sch tht were there. okay maybe i was too stoned to notice. bah.

sat's amos' birthday. another drinking session?. i shall bid my liver adieu. LOL.

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♥ 11:53 AM

Monday, November 23, 2009

i got me paramore deluxe box set!!!! :D

im a spendthrift i know. LOL.
but who gives. cos i managed to find it in sg.
and its bought using dad's hangbao money :P
but yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy-nesss!
and i love it nuts. the lyrics all kinda make even more sense :D

14430 is the no. on the cert. of authenticity of my copy. :D
which is out of the 15000 copies worldwide.
which i paid 80bucks for. unlike on ebay thats gonna cost me. but yayyy.

okay. back to stoning. am bushed.

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♥ 12:37 AM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

stitches finally off yesterday.
and my dear soong min is back! ♥
i miss mstan too.

tues was saboteur. and thn watched paranormal activity.
wasnt crazy scary. but it creeps.
wed was supposed to fly kite. but fahms was busy with the tmms.
so we just went to dimsum.
and fri was the bday thing. bah.
so glad i dont have to break the antibiotics into pieces cos i just couldnt swallow that pill, which is kinda big.
but yeah it was super embarassing!
i heard my name across timbre mobile for like at least 8 times.
no im not exaggerating.
and we drank at clarke quay after. and we were getting drunk. opened a bottle.
anyway, got hm at 4plus.
slept.
managed to wake for removing stitches.
met peinee.
went shop and then went to shisha.
stoned at shisha place for about 3 hrs.
it was super bright and the cushions were super comfy.
i kept looking at the restaurant area through the glass wall from where we were sitting.
and then i went to the airport. cos my dear msng is back!!:D
thn headed to blk85 for supper. :D

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♥ 11:25 AM

Monday, November 16, 2009

my wisdom. :(

im hurting bah.
the extraction went scary.
worse ever. even after the 6 teeth he's plucked from my mouth.
4 for braces. 2 top wisdoms.
nothing beats the bottom one.
he injected many times are various places around the tooth.
thn the used the thing he always use to push the tooth to loosen it.
difference is this time it hurt. idk why it does with all the anaethesia in my mouth. but it does.
and with all the numbness it made it harder for me to open my mouth.
and he kept going open ur mouth bigger.
and damn my tooth was apparently huge so he used more stitches thn he usually would.
and yeah.
it bleed.
had painkillers.
took antibiotics.
it doesnt help that the pills are big and i have problems swallowing them.

and now the part doesnt hurt that bad. but i have problems opening my mouth and swallowing my own saliva. the tongue just hurts.

great.
i havent spoken since i left the dental clinic.

slept the day away.
i realised i can actually stone the whole day. doing nothing.
and that its best to ignore snide remarks lest things doesnt get sour. damn.

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♥ 10:11 PM

today's the day i lose another tooth.

and im starting to feel scared.
felt a lot colder when i was in the shower when i suddenly thought of what sa loh would be doing.
yah i kinda freak i guess.
there should be the injections
thn wait for the numbness to set.
thn he'll take the thing to push it.
i feel it squeak and move in the gum.
he pulls it and shows me, all bloody and everything.
so far, its the same for the rest of the teeth.
here comes the climax.
how the hell is he gonna do the stitches idk.
damn. :X

updates:
wed was cel's bday celebrations at her condo.
wrapped her pressie in the morning.
met fahms at my mrt station.
thn i saw his olympus bag.
thn i went oh sharts. i forgot to bring the present.
but too late. he alr saw me in my pocahontas outfit.
so i walked back hm. changed. took the pressie. and left my place.
trained to cel's place. and we were stuper early.
got free magic show. short bouts of camwhoring.
till SABOTEUR!
dinnered. caked. camwhored.
thn went to st james.
and omg gross.
but there was a cute guy.
anyway.
didnt manage to drink. but didnt feel like too.
so cabbed hm when the club closed and slept at abt 5.

next morning was super tired.
woken up by kim's call.
cabbed to her place thn watched CORALINE.
bobby is love. :D

then was k day. :D
and dinner was madness.

wii-ed.
mahjong-ed.
east coast parked.
ice-creamed.
drank.
timbre-ed.
1504-ed.
got free booze.:D

2012 was epic. and we're all gonna die.

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♥ 12:10 AM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

saboteur madness.

am super tireddddd!
saboteur. we played at mind's, smu and finally, alvin's place. lol.
im guessing we alr spent about 10 hours on it.

birthdays are in the air. there's at least five people celebrating in the same week in nov. madness.

am excited about things :D
but i feel like i need rest.
somehow, i dont know why and i think i mentioned before, i feel drained. practically all the time. bah.

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♥ 12:43 AM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

when life gives you lemons, you could choose to be sour about it or make lemonade outta it.
least i managed to remember one line. lol.

im feeling constantly drained. why.
my eyebags are at an all time black.
expo on sunday was eventful. cos 3 churches were having their services there.
and there was the robinsons sale thing and the walk thing.
so imagine.
it was jammed on both sides.
carpark which is huge was full.
people were illegally parking practically everywhere.
i think everyone frenzied to finding lots. haha. but its cool.

all i remember was drinking in broad daylight. where the sun was shining on me and the sand was feeling rough.
and yeah i got a lil tanned. even though i was in the shade. oh great. i'll get skin cancer earlier than everyone else me thinks.

s.a. loh's got bad news again.
now i know why there's the constant clicking sound when i open or close my mouth.
the jaws and teeth are going haywire no thanks to the wisdom.
which means. ive gotta start extracting my bottom wisdoms.
which means antibiotics and swelling. and in army terms, 1week mc. lol.
but damn. my holidayssss! am so not getting the feeling to call them to book my appointment.
and im having difficulty eating now since he raised my bite again to prevent more clicking.
gonna lose weight. haha.

mr tang's old specs and shirt combi is funny. now that ive come to think of it. hey it wasnt that bad a long time ago. lol.

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♥ 12:44 PM

Saturday, November 07, 2009

harddisk is full. sigh.

my decision-making and logical senses have been impaired ever since the end of exams.
oh gawd. i suck.

im feeling shitty cos somehow i seem to do things wrongly. all the time.
its not about being perfect at everything i do. but at the very least i shouldnt be pissing people or pissing myself off for that matter.
and the ugly side is an understatement. bah.
i've been feeling tired constantly. and shit. i need to find the vibe i used to have.
no wonder my posts screams negativity.

went for a wedding yesterday.
wedding's are always the same. and its even more awkward when u hardly know anyone there.
well, yesterday was like that. seriously im supposed to know the bride. but i recognise her dad instead. haha.
and many others i guess. from my mom's side.
just that. weird.
but that's not why im writing about the wedding.
the main thing is the bride and groom are from UB.
and the groom's from SIM.
and the whole time at the wedding i was thinking about how close i was to timbre with goodfellas playing.
it was just a bridge away!.

but yeah. i missed my aunt's childcare concert to go to the wedding thing with popo.
and its the first in a good ten years that im not helping at the concert.
but the rehearsals clashed with exams. so yeah.

the wedding dragged tilll late and i fell asleep in the car and dad was nagging my ears off. so i didnt meet anyone after the wedding.

part of the nagging was cos of the walk i had this morning.
woke up and bathed and headed to clarke quay.
church organised the 'walk with diabetes'.
and it was funny cos the route passed by all the main clubs. other than dblo.
so we walked from the field thing to central through cafe iguana and home club.
thn till UOB plaza, till fullerton hotel, till timbre, till zirca, till attica, till social house, till riverside quay, till eM, till zouk and all the way back to the field thing.

finally got to eat mac's since i dont know when.
and im home. feeling uber drained.
bathed and trying not to get to slp. oh great im torturing myself.

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♥ 3:37 PM

Friday, November 06, 2009

exams are over

so, how should i go about doing this.
erm. the first thing i did when i got home was to clear the crazy paper-filled dining table.
and tdy proved company was important. and im grateful for that. :D
and i feel bad. cos there are things i know i should do. but my drained self, be it physically or mentally, isnt able to fulfill those commitments. so i have disappointed, that i am very sure of. but the thing is, i cant help it.

i am feel super tired.
my body is aching.
ive been living on vitc the past few days.
otherwise im positive that i'll be laying in bed and nusing some fever i'll get.
cos i was already starting to feel sick and feverish since monday night.

oh great. im typing at a seriously slow and laboured speed.

im just hoping the strike thing in aussie (again!!! same thing happened the last sem!) will end somehow, otherwise i wont be getting my results. i mean the knowing results part i am afraid, but the anticipation is killing me.

need to do something about my brows. i need to get back to society.
i feel flinstoned.

okay im seriously seeing double now. shall contd tmr. ciao.

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♥ 12:18 AM

Sunday, November 01, 2009

thing is.
i always thought i was walking towards the light.
but at the end of the road i realised.
the light was coming from the hole on the wall.
and i aint going anywhere.

had dinner yesterday with mama and yeye.
was mama's birthday.
had the taiwanese porridge thing.
was raining madness yesterday so everywhere was flooding.
especially toa payoh.
and they even had the wooden boxes thing in front of the entrance and the place was empty.
which isnt usually the case.
anyway. after dinner went back with dad.
mom was busy doing a proj at her friend's place.
her exams are coming and thankfully mine's ending so for once we wouldnt be fighting for the dining table.
cos we share the same habit. (genetics maybe?). we need wide open places to mug.

woke early for church tdy.
partly cos i was feeling guilty for not touching my notes the whole of saturday.
church was interesting seriously. suddenly feels like i missed out on a lot of stuff.

been feeling like im getting sick so havent really got the mood to mug.
all i feel like is that im trying my best to stuff everything i can into my brain thats trying to fight the flu.
so its all bits and pieces.
isnt helping that the paper's on thurs and i havent really understood what the lecturers have been talking about.
am so looking forward to after the paperrrs!.
there's clubbing sessions, movie marathons, guitarringgg, and meetups and loads!
and mstan and soph! :D

itunes been spinning anberlin again.
love the voice of the lead tho.
he rocks :D love. LOL.

shall go get more blueberry cheesecake and start running after exams.

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♥ 9:34 PM