harddisk is full. sigh.my decision-making and logical senses have been impaired ever since the end of exams.oh gawd. i suck.im feeling shitty cos somehow i seem to do things wrongly. all the time.its not about being perfect at everything i do. but at the very least i shouldnt be pissing people or pissing myself off for that matter.and the ugly side is an understatement. bah.i've been feeling tired constantly. and shit. i need to find the vibe i used to have.no wonder my posts screams negativity.went for a wedding yesterday.wedding's are always the same. and its even more awkward when u hardly know anyone there.well, yesterday was like that. seriously im supposed to know the bride. but i recognise her dad instead. haha.and many others i guess. from my mom's side.just that. weird.but that's not why im writing about the wedding.the main thing is the bride and groom are from UB.and the groom's from SIM.and the whole time at the wedding i was thinking about how close i was to timbre with goodfellas playing.it was just a bridge away!.but yeah. i missed my aunt's childcare concert to go to the wedding thing with popo.and its the first in a good ten years that im not helping at the concert.but the rehearsals clashed with exams. so yeah.the wedding dragged tilll late and i fell asleep in the car and dad was nagging my ears off. so i didnt meet anyone after the wedding.part of the nagging was cos of the walk i had this morning. woke up and bathed and headed to clarke quay.church organised the 'walk with diabetes'.and it was funny cos the route passed by all the main clubs. other than dblo.so we walked from the field thing to central through cafe iguana and home club.thn till UOB plaza, till fullerton hotel, till timbre, till zirca, till attica, till social house, till riverside quay, till eM, till zouk and all the way back to the field thing.finally got to eat mac's since i dont know when.and im home. feeling uber drained.bathed and trying not to get to slp. oh great im torturing myself.Labels: events, rambles
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