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i learned that i should be more appropriate.cos im not appropriate enough.its vague i know. it could mean im inadequate in many areas.that i do not deny. because i do know i make my mistakes.and sometimes a tad too often.somethings i didnt mean it that way, but somehow it does get misinterpreted.the part that i do not realise, however, is the consequences that such problems would make me face.when i do say something to try to make things clear, who knows?, it might just backfire. and evidence shows that that's usually the case.i dont know if it gets offensive or i get offended in the midst of it all. but it got me thinking and the whole frenzy just got me more critical about myself.is it the pressure i put upon all that?is it the pressure to be careful in everything i do, because seriously, the society now as it seems, isnt the perfect place to be open and voice out your thoughts. because somehow or another, lets face it, this isnt america.but when things do get ugly because of the things ive done or things on the whole, it just isnt worth it.so it might just be the wise decision to get back to the shell and back off yet there is the need to find a balance between that and my own principles. this could be just the thing i would be searching my whole life.and please pardon my straightforwardness. and one thing i realised with the lack of sleep for the past 2 weeks? i should keep my mouth shut after midnight. caught happy flight with zj,min,val.movie marathon-ed yesterday. new moon and couple's retreat.jazz was playing at the esplanade.Labels: rambles
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