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Friday, January 29, 2010
i always feel sucky when i think back on events that happened and start to regret what i did.
things like, why did i say that in the fit of anger or the rushes of adrenaline. bah. yesterday was just plain weird.
i sure do hope i didnt do anything or say anything weird or offensive.
on the brightside, SIM realised the screwup and dateline's been extended till 11feb. that's like 9 days more.
things like, why did i say that in the fit of anger or the rushes of adrenaline. bah. yesterday was just plain weird.
i sure do hope i didnt do anything or say anything weird or offensive.
on the brightside, SIM realised the screwup and dateline's been extended till 11feb. that's like 9 days more.
Labels: emotivities, rambles
♥ 10:40 AM
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
my paper's due next tues. and i dont even know what is going on.
and i dont have time.
and im lethargic and cannot concentrate.
please tell me what u are, onthology and epimestology.
i am so screwed. and im tired.
bah.
and i dont have time.
and im lethargic and cannot concentrate.
please tell me what u are, onthology and epimestology.
i am so screwed. and im tired.
bah.
♥ 11:25 PM
the should haves.
I was telling mom about how SIM screwed up our schedules and due dates. And apparently, it happens to the other universities too.
Today was our first time seeing the local lecturer, and we get to hand our first assignment next week. Its not supposed to work this way. There's also been reschedules for some of the lectures. The excuse of 'things would take long to process' has been used just a tad too many times. ARE WE, LIKE, SO EASILY FOOLED. DAMN.
(trust me, i do not complain unless it seriously sucks)
mom: Arent you supposed to pay your fees.
me: Oh they screwed that up too. no news till now. my friend's mom is already asking if there's a problem.
mom: I told you to go to aussie to study u didnt want to.
sigh. i know. i regret it now.
things are starting to get cranky at home.
mom's starting to get me to send emails.
i should be glad she's been this supportive.
but damn there was a reason why i didnt want to leave.
I was telling mom about how SIM screwed up our schedules and due dates. And apparently, it happens to the other universities too.
Today was our first time seeing the local lecturer, and we get to hand our first assignment next week. Its not supposed to work this way. There's also been reschedules for some of the lectures. The excuse of 'things would take long to process' has been used just a tad too many times. ARE WE, LIKE, SO EASILY FOOLED. DAMN.
(trust me, i do not complain unless it seriously sucks)
mom: Arent you supposed to pay your fees.
me: Oh they screwed that up too. no news till now. my friend's mom is already asking if there's a problem.
mom: I told you to go to aussie to study u didnt want to.
sigh. i know. i regret it now.
things are starting to get cranky at home.
mom's starting to get me to send emails.
i should be glad she's been this supportive.
but damn there was a reason why i didnt want to leave.
Labels: rambles
♥ 9:21 AM
my itunes' playing on shuffle. and it came upon a song i havent heard in ages.
oh wells, maybe not that long. but zach sent me this quite some time ago. and its nice, and old. btw, its from the drama chemistry. talk about old school!
Should I Stay - Dreamzfm
Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love
is about
CHORUS
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Even though I’m down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts
CHORUS
Oooohh…should I stay?Should I go?
CHORUS
This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…
oh wells, maybe not that long. but zach sent me this quite some time ago. and its nice, and old. btw, its from the drama chemistry. talk about old school!
Should I Stay - Dreamzfm
Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love
is about
CHORUS
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Even though I’m down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts
CHORUS
Oooohh…should I stay?Should I go?
CHORUS
This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…
Labels: lyrics
♥ 9:15 AM
HOPE FOR HAITI NOW
nope this aint spam. its just, i was at soph's place yesterday and it was absolutely depressing to see all of what is happening on CNN.
true, the pictures were devastating enough. the death toll isnt any better.
but the important point is that, there are so many children who are left orphaned due to the ordeal.
and they literally lost EVERYTHING they had.
and even the government is nowhere to be found.
so seriously, in the midst of alicia keys and justin timberlake and taylor swift and all the others singing for hope for haiti now, doing something for them is just the right thing to do.
https://www.hopeforhaitinow.org/Default.asp
nope this aint spam. its just, i was at soph's place yesterday and it was absolutely depressing to see all of what is happening on CNN.
true, the pictures were devastating enough. the death toll isnt any better.
but the important point is that, there are so many children who are left orphaned due to the ordeal.
and they literally lost EVERYTHING they had.
and even the government is nowhere to be found.
so seriously, in the midst of alicia keys and justin timberlake and taylor swift and all the others singing for hope for haiti now, doing something for them is just the right thing to do.
https://www.hopeforhaitinow.org/Default.asp
Labels: events
♥ 9:09 AM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
i am super tired. physically and mentally.
timbre @ substation with mstan yesterday. it was super crazed.
there was a super long queue.
thanks alvin for getting us in.
and 53A was super.
was nice seeing michelle.
boozing was crazed too.
anyways, we were like too tired to leave the place. but anyways, we walked to get NR.
my bad. i didnt think it would take that long to come.
anyways, all i remembered that happened was us singing while crossing the road, which im sure had the taxi uncles thinking we're nuts.
and also the part were we had a moment of solemness at the war memorial.
okay i really do not know how that happened.
anyways, got home at a good 4am.
totally drained and slept till late.
today was fun though. met wanlin for lunch.
went to esplanade to guitar.
and we saw inch chua and elizabeth tan setting up.
so yeah, we went to the roof to play the guitar for a bit and then caught the performance at the concourse.
and its cool. cos the last time i saw her at baybeats, i knew who she was but not any of her songs.
this time, ive heard her songs, and it felt like i was hearing it in a different light.
and the combinations were cool. the electric guitars, ukuleles, cellos, acoustic guitars and nintendo ds.
anyways, got our bread stuff and mrs fields and headed to marina barrage.
continued the guitar playing and photo taking.
seriously, the theory parts for the piano do help a lot in getting to know the guitar.
or maybe its cos she plays the double bass too.
anyways, stayed till late, super drained. and now im trying my very best to blog without writing the weird stuff.
loads of pics to load from cam.
and i think im gonna hit the sack real soon. my eyes are definitely bloodshot.
timbre @ substation with mstan yesterday. it was super crazed.
there was a super long queue.
thanks alvin for getting us in.
and 53A was super.
was nice seeing michelle.
boozing was crazed too.
anyways, we were like too tired to leave the place. but anyways, we walked to get NR.
my bad. i didnt think it would take that long to come.
anyways, all i remembered that happened was us singing while crossing the road, which im sure had the taxi uncles thinking we're nuts.
and also the part were we had a moment of solemness at the war memorial.
okay i really do not know how that happened.
anyways, got home at a good 4am.
totally drained and slept till late.
today was fun though. met wanlin for lunch.
went to esplanade to guitar.
and we saw inch chua and elizabeth tan setting up.
so yeah, we went to the roof to play the guitar for a bit and then caught the performance at the concourse.
and its cool. cos the last time i saw her at baybeats, i knew who she was but not any of her songs.
this time, ive heard her songs, and it felt like i was hearing it in a different light.
and the combinations were cool. the electric guitars, ukuleles, cellos, acoustic guitars and nintendo ds.
anyways, got our bread stuff and mrs fields and headed to marina barrage.
continued the guitar playing and photo taking.
seriously, the theory parts for the piano do help a lot in getting to know the guitar.
or maybe its cos she plays the double bass too.
anyways, stayed till late, super drained. and now im trying my very best to blog without writing the weird stuff.
loads of pics to load from cam.
and i think im gonna hit the sack real soon. my eyes are definitely bloodshot.
♥ 12:29 AM
Friday, January 22, 2010
i found a new hobby.
digging for older emorock songs. lol.
anyways, was listening to power98 yesterday.
and heard a song so familiar.
and now i get why i just couldnt make out what song it was even though i was damn sure i heard it before. hmm for one, its old. and the acoustic version's a lil different i guess.
anyways, this is my faved yellowcard song.
only one - yellowcard.
Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
digging for older emorock songs. lol.
anyways, was listening to power98 yesterday.
and heard a song so familiar.
and now i get why i just couldnt make out what song it was even though i was damn sure i heard it before. hmm for one, its old. and the acoustic version's a lil different i guess.
anyways, this is my faved yellowcard song.
only one - yellowcard.
Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
Labels: lyrics
♥ 12:21 AM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
im in a uber bloggish mode. cheerios. :D
i heard this at one of the gigs by 53A. and i read it once. but since im still nose-stucked and all, i figured i shall have a ball of time by doing this all over again. so great, there are the good and bad ones. all hail me steph.
1. Steph
Irish slang word, used mainly in Longford, to describe a girl as beautiful as she is elusive, that will have her victim distracted to the point of writing poetry for her. Can also be used as a verb.
Guy #1: Hey man, you gotta forget that Steph, she's got you well messed up.
Guy #2: I wish I could but I'm totally Stephed.
(i dont get peeps writing poetry for me, im sorry but mister irish from longford apparently, i do hope i’ll get that kinda flattery at some point in time to prove this accurate. thank you very much. btw, on the sidenote, could i use this on a guy too or its just a one sex thing? if so i could go: i wish i could but i’m totally stephed. okay it doesnt sound right.)
i heard this at one of the gigs by 53A. and i read it once. but since im still nose-stucked and all, i figured i shall have a ball of time by doing this all over again. so great, there are the good and bad ones. all hail me steph.
1. Steph
Irish slang word, used mainly in Longford, to describe a girl as beautiful as she is elusive, that will have her victim distracted to the point of writing poetry for her. Can also be used as a verb.
Guy #1: Hey man, you gotta forget that Steph, she's got you well messed up.
Guy #2: I wish I could but I'm totally Stephed.
(i dont get peeps writing poetry for me, im sorry but mister irish from longford apparently, i do hope i’ll get that kinda flattery at some point in time to prove this accurate. thank you very much. btw, on the sidenote, could i use this on a guy too or its just a one sex thing? if so i could go: i wish i could but i’m totally stephed. okay it doesnt sound right.)
2. Steph
A girl who lacks the confidence in herself to believe when people tell her that she is beautiful that they really mean it.
"You are beautiful" "No Im not!" "You are such a Steph!"
(this seems to agree with mister irish from longford, without the poetry parts)
3. steph
most gorgeous person you will ever meet. often blonde, blue eyed and unbelieveably stunning. males often drop to her feet and is quite understandably easy to fall for. great sence of humour and a unique loveable personality. a good friend and has a heart of gold. a total heartbreaker but 100% marriage material. a true soulmate.
i love you steph.
(awwww. thing is im not blonde, blue eyed nor unbelieveably stunning.)
4. Steph
A beautiful, short (awesomely), brown-haired girl with a big heart and even smaller pants. She is one of the most athletic girls you will ever meet, and she can kick your butt if given the chance.
Augh! Don't Steph me!
(hah i AM short. they've got that right. athletic? idk man, i almost died from running and getting chased by unfriendly canines)
5. Steph
sexy, awesome at giving head. blonde, blue eyes. funny. always funny as hell. hugggge ass usually! loves drinking, or smokin weed. horny 100% of the time. never calms down. slutzilla....major slore. loveable. big lips, huge tits. not that smart. never cheats on their man/girl. truthful.
sexxxxxxy steph
(okay i get it. i should be blonde and all and super sex-driven, like all the time. damn how many times did they repeat it in this paragraph. its either the name thats making this dude high or he had an apparent great time with another girl called steph who fits all the descriptions. if there is, im feeling totally grossed out for her and totally not sympathetic for the guy. he needs a life man.)
6. steph
To be so drunk you cannot walk or talk, just flap around like a fish having an epi fit.
Wow, sarah was sooo drunk! Yeah, she was pulling a proper steph!
(never tried any. wait a minute, FLAP LIKE A FISH? u kidding me? thats totally what the fish.)
7. steph
the other woman or third party in an affair
Synonym: cunt
Antonym: friend
"Yeah, Steph is a bitter bitch with some heavy karma coming her way."
(oh and now im a bitch. rahhh. omg i see that karma word again. does it bode ill, yet again?)
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=steph
Labels: rambles
♥ 9:55 AM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
i woke up thrice just cos i was literally choked from the runny nose. feels retarded.
yesterday was the weirdest day ever.
i mean yeah, kids are cute. especially their age now since its a kindergaten.
and somehow they are like innocent looking and all.
and i was playing with them and it feels sweet when some of the kids just like to sit next to me or on my lap.
BUT BUT BUT.
it is scary when they start crying, pooping, and throwing tantrums.
and its just hard to get them to do certain things, when they obviously dont want to.
and seriously, i admire my aunt. she just knows how to put herself in a position with much poise and yet not losing the intimidating vibe she should have. she just has a way with kids.
and i realised, i would totally die with kids.
btw, its nice knowing that theyre people who share the same love for the kind of music that isnt necessarily the top40 hits. cos some of these tracks are just the ones that touches the heart the most.
and yeah, so the title says, im stuck at home now. nursing a sudden bout of cold.
my throat is super sore and my nose is alternating between being blocked and runny.
sigh.
yesterday was the weirdest day ever.
i mean yeah, kids are cute. especially their age now since its a kindergaten.
and somehow they are like innocent looking and all.
and i was playing with them and it feels sweet when some of the kids just like to sit next to me or on my lap.
BUT BUT BUT.
it is scary when they start crying, pooping, and throwing tantrums.
and its just hard to get them to do certain things, when they obviously dont want to.
and seriously, i admire my aunt. she just knows how to put herself in a position with much poise and yet not losing the intimidating vibe she should have. she just has a way with kids.
and i realised, i would totally die with kids.
btw, its nice knowing that theyre people who share the same love for the kind of music that isnt necessarily the top40 hits. cos some of these tracks are just the ones that touches the heart the most.
and yeah, so the title says, im stuck at home now. nursing a sudden bout of cold.
my throat is super sore and my nose is alternating between being blocked and runny.
sigh.
♥ 10:11 AM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
when it all goes back, to how it was before. :D
this shall be an inspirational one. i dont know how many people do actually read my blog. but wells, i figured i should just rant and let it all out.
since this time, it should be good.
if there was one important lesson i learnt in the past year, its to know how to let go of things.
well, its been kind of evident that im a very unlucky person when i have the people around me leaving, one by one.
so its either i passed them the karma, or its just how my life works, with all the constant goodbyes.
but yeah, i figured i just have to find my way around it.
so while the others are telling me how coincidental it is that when things take a turn for the worse with the migrations and all, instead of moping (which i totally have the right to do), now i just gotta live with it.
damn. i dont know how long is this gung-ho spirit of mine gonna last. and speaking of which, i did the craziest thing ever. but i got my answer. and im proud of myself. at least this time i let it out. and i can sleep a happy person. well, at least it wasnt nothing.
so with feb coming close, and the next round of airport trips happening real soon. it might just be the sign that i should start burying myself in books after they leave. and perhaps look forward to all of them coming back again. just like how i felt in church today, the sudden thought that when i leave 1.5years later, im gonna leave knowing i played hard during this period of time.
so yeah, i might totally be babbling now and have got no idea what i just typed. but im kinda glad things ended this way. its inevitable, so we'll just make the best out of it.
sidenote: we laughed real bad and a tad too loudly in church when the intercessors were praying for a girl in her early twenties who was finding true love. TALK ABOUT GMAX!
this shall be an inspirational one. i dont know how many people do actually read my blog. but wells, i figured i should just rant and let it all out.
since this time, it should be good.
if there was one important lesson i learnt in the past year, its to know how to let go of things.
well, its been kind of evident that im a very unlucky person when i have the people around me leaving, one by one.
so its either i passed them the karma, or its just how my life works, with all the constant goodbyes.
but yeah, i figured i just have to find my way around it.
so while the others are telling me how coincidental it is that when things take a turn for the worse with the migrations and all, instead of moping (which i totally have the right to do), now i just gotta live with it.
damn. i dont know how long is this gung-ho spirit of mine gonna last. and speaking of which, i did the craziest thing ever. but i got my answer. and im proud of myself. at least this time i let it out. and i can sleep a happy person. well, at least it wasnt nothing.
so with feb coming close, and the next round of airport trips happening real soon. it might just be the sign that i should start burying myself in books after they leave. and perhaps look forward to all of them coming back again. just like how i felt in church today, the sudden thought that when i leave 1.5years later, im gonna leave knowing i played hard during this period of time.
so yeah, i might totally be babbling now and have got no idea what i just typed. but im kinda glad things ended this way. its inevitable, so we'll just make the best out of it.
sidenote: we laughed real bad and a tad too loudly in church when the intercessors were praying for a girl in her early twenties who was finding true love. TALK ABOUT GMAX!
Labels: emotivities, events, rambles
♥ 11:42 PM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
happy?
its always one of these times to assess myself.
which could pretty much be a deciding factor to whether or not i AM exactly in the third merde.
somehow i guess.
these days ive been thinking, in my super emo state (and definitely no thanks to all that crazy 830am classes).
are some things that important?
people place their lives on the beliefs of many things.
that could just seem totally mediocre to the many others out there.
yet, it just means so much, that the person actually could just say that this is the end of it all when they do realise what they've missed.
the way we think just puzzles me . maybe its just so intricate and deep that it takes more of the feeling of it all than the human brain to work it all out.
and imo, its just always good to be ignorant about stuff. and hayley williams wrote it well.
school's been okay i guess. my aussie and local lecturers just seemed to have swopped places. anyways, leadership's gonna be tough. the only consolation might just be that the lecturer's an uber cool guy. talk about aman{u}enses. LOL. the early classes has been a chore. i just cant imagine having to wake that early to go to work and all. but wells, its not gonna happen to me till 3 years later. so.. muahahaha.
went to timbre @ theartshouse yesterday with mstan and ald.
and she wanted to catch goodfellas too.
so it was a boozing session. like real bad.
i just cant take beer. idk why.
anyways, i had a pint of erdinger and a pint of heineken. she had a cosmo and a pint of erdinger. and before we knew it, we were talking all about farts.
thankfully aldwin drove. and mstan and i literally slept in the car.
its always one of these times to assess myself.
which could pretty much be a deciding factor to whether or not i AM exactly in the third merde.
somehow i guess.
these days ive been thinking, in my super emo state (and definitely no thanks to all that crazy 830am classes).
are some things that important?
people place their lives on the beliefs of many things.
that could just seem totally mediocre to the many others out there.
yet, it just means so much, that the person actually could just say that this is the end of it all when they do realise what they've missed.
the way we think just puzzles me . maybe its just so intricate and deep that it takes more of the feeling of it all than the human brain to work it all out.
and imo, its just always good to be ignorant about stuff. and hayley williams wrote it well.
school's been okay i guess. my aussie and local lecturers just seemed to have swopped places. anyways, leadership's gonna be tough. the only consolation might just be that the lecturer's an uber cool guy. talk about aman{u}enses. LOL. the early classes has been a chore. i just cant imagine having to wake that early to go to work and all. but wells, its not gonna happen to me till 3 years later. so.. muahahaha.
went to timbre @ theartshouse yesterday with mstan and ald.
and she wanted to catch goodfellas too.
so it was a boozing session. like real bad.
i just cant take beer. idk why.
anyways, i had a pint of erdinger and a pint of heineken. she had a cosmo and a pint of erdinger. and before we knew it, we were talking all about farts.
thankfully aldwin drove. and mstan and i literally slept in the car.
anyways, im kinda glad that its constantly spinning paramore's 'turn it off' on my ipod. cos damn, its seriously apt.
in all my spite, i'll turn it off.
Labels: emotivities, events, picturesque, rambles
♥ 10:22 AM
Monday, January 11, 2010
and maybe i'm clearer with things concerning myself. i can wake a happy person. :D
♥ 2:58 AM
Thursday, January 07, 2010
and so... i know he doesnt. why do i feel shitty about it.
♥ 2:06 AM
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
the year in a snapshot:
was looking through my old posts. bad english included.
2009's been bumpy:
marina barrage trips.
singapore flyer trips.
museum trips.
night safari trips.
sentosa trips. all a tad too often.
bibi passed away.
tons of movies.
clubbing the nights away idk why.
timbre trips began! in march! :D
macdonald's birthday party after a really long time.
3d movies :D
got driving license :D
got back old friends. be it cathay, pri school, secondary school or mike.
got to know new friends, eg. sim-fcbc lighthouse, david, daniel.
got hooked onto local bands: 53A, goodfellas, shirlyn and the unxpected.
went nuts about transformers2.
got hooked onto paramore, the fray, faber drive, john mayer. which meant new spins :D
heard battlefield nonstop everyday for more than a week. NOT on my ipod. but on radio, mtvasia, etc.
shisha sessions!
extracted wisdoms. 3 in total.
got twitter, tumblr, livejournal.
actually watched and loved horror. lol.
highest phone bill ever in phone owning history.
got hooked onto 'how i met your mother' :D
baybeats2009! :D
phone died, repair took super long. samsung service center sucks.
mugged the most in my life.
missed f1.
missed epl. damn.
lan sessions. :D
foosball. :D
wii sessions. :D
changed blog name. after 5 years.
GUITAR! :D
im sure i missed stuff. oh wells, shall update when i do remember them.
was looking through my old posts. bad english included.
2009's been bumpy:
marina barrage trips.
singapore flyer trips.
museum trips.
night safari trips.
sentosa trips. all a tad too often.
bibi passed away.
tons of movies.
clubbing the nights away idk why.
timbre trips began! in march! :D
macdonald's birthday party after a really long time.
3d movies :D
got driving license :D
got back old friends. be it cathay, pri school, secondary school or mike.
got to know new friends, eg. sim-fcbc lighthouse, david, daniel.
got hooked onto local bands: 53A, goodfellas, shirlyn and the unxpected.
went nuts about transformers2.
got hooked onto paramore, the fray, faber drive, john mayer. which meant new spins :D
heard battlefield nonstop everyday for more than a week. NOT on my ipod. but on radio, mtvasia, etc.
shisha sessions!
extracted wisdoms. 3 in total.
got twitter, tumblr, livejournal.
actually watched and loved horror. lol.
highest phone bill ever in phone owning history.
got hooked onto 'how i met your mother' :D
baybeats2009! :D
phone died, repair took super long. samsung service center sucks.
mugged the most in my life.
missed f1.
missed epl. damn.
lan sessions. :D
foosball. :D
wii sessions. :D
changed blog name. after 5 years.
GUITAR! :D
im sure i missed stuff. oh wells, shall update when i do remember them.
♥ 2:05 PM
Monday, January 04, 2010
after today, with the conversations, i kind of realise i might just totally suck as a person. as in a human being who might actually be intellectual and have a considerable statistic of EQ.
fuck. is an understatement. argh.
anyway, midst all that fuckshit that's happening.
catching up was fun.
yesterday was the primary school class gathering.
and its funny to hear the stories.
remembering the people i havent met since 12.
its just fun and those were the times that things didnt matter. anger and misconceptions were at its least. and simple was the apt way to put it.
and its great that everyone's gone to do great things in their lives.
the happily ever afters, the ambitions.
but i start to ponder on my ambitions. and the direction things would lead me.
so when i was listening to fahms' stories about the things that happened recently.
it occurred to me that, planning is just part and parcel of it all.
cos seriously, many things are fixed, in a way of another.
living through it and getting over them are the main things that would matter.
and so, even though i totally have got no idea which country i'll end up in in 2 years time, and whether things are actually going the way they seem. i shall just live by the second. and maybe, expectations are now just a point taken. this is totally not ambitious but yeah, perhaps its just the best way out when everythings not said, nor sure of.
though i gotta admit. its kinda killing me inside. cos time is ticking.
fuck. is an understatement. argh.
anyway, midst all that fuckshit that's happening.
catching up was fun.
yesterday was the primary school class gathering.
and its funny to hear the stories.
remembering the people i havent met since 12.
its just fun and those were the times that things didnt matter. anger and misconceptions were at its least. and simple was the apt way to put it.
and its great that everyone's gone to do great things in their lives.
the happily ever afters, the ambitions.
but i start to ponder on my ambitions. and the direction things would lead me.
so when i was listening to fahms' stories about the things that happened recently.
it occurred to me that, planning is just part and parcel of it all.
cos seriously, many things are fixed, in a way of another.
living through it and getting over them are the main things that would matter.
and so, even though i totally have got no idea which country i'll end up in in 2 years time, and whether things are actually going the way they seem. i shall just live by the second. and maybe, expectations are now just a point taken. this is totally not ambitious but yeah, perhaps its just the best way out when everythings not said, nor sure of.
though i gotta admit. its kinda killing me inside. cos time is ticking.
Labels: emotivities, events, rambles
♥ 12:16 AM