when it all goes back, to how it was before. :Dthis shall be an inspirational one. i dont know how many people do actually read my blog. but wells, i figured i should just rant and let it all out.since this time, it should be good. if there was one important lesson i learnt in the past year, its to know how to let go of things.well, its been kind of evident that im a very unlucky person when i have the people around me leaving, one by one.so its either i passed them the karma, or its just how my life works, with all the constant goodbyes.but yeah, i figured i just have to find my way around it.so while the others are telling me how coincidental it is that when things take a turn for the worse with the migrations and all, instead of moping (which i totally have the right to do), now i just gotta live with it.damn. i dont know how long is this gung-ho spirit of mine gonna last. and speaking of which, i did the craziest thing ever. but i got my answer. and im proud of myself. at least this time i let it out. and i can sleep a happy person. well, at least it wasnt nothing.so with feb coming close, and the next round of airport trips happening real soon. it might just be the sign that i should start burying myself in books after they leave. and perhaps look forward to all of them coming back again. just like how i felt in church today, the sudden thought that when i leave 1.5years later, im gonna leave knowing i played hard during this period of time. so yeah, i might totally be babbling now and have got no idea what i just typed. but im kinda glad things ended this way. its inevitable, so we'll just make the best out of it.sidenote: we laughed real bad and a tad too loudly in church when the intercessors were praying for a girl in her early twenties who was finding true love. TALK ABOUT GMAX!Labels: emotivities, events, rambles
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